won't fall

how unexpected to see you again do I have to do better so she can finally look at me as a man? but it's no use "I like you" "I want to be with you" "... love..." "I love you" just words those selfish words rendered meaningless this pain unrequited love? haha, don't make me laugh it's not love if it's unrequited just like how it isn't new if it's improved it's just unrequited the...

Comic Deluge

Fortune teller, come. Bring forth rhyme and reason for I know you lie. Soul searcher, come. Bring me wealth and will for my time is short. Gravediggers, wait. Give me time to kill for I'm not ready yet. Seed bearer, be quick. Burn my fields to ashes and dust for thorns choke my soul. Readers who seek, run like hell for the black hole soul passes and sour grapes grip as poison.

NAUGHT THOUGHTS managing a life in havoc is not possible most of the time with so many things being wrong before havoc is ascertained and the complexity cannot be focused thus it becomes categorized as unmanageable then is programmed as such and treated the same as all like-problems regardless of the reasons why taken advantage of by everyone with knowledge of the asterisk indicating ...

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Edna St. Vincent Millay I, being born a woman and distressed By all the needs and notions of my kind, Am urged by your propinquity to find Your person fair, and feel a certain zest To bear your body's weight upon my breast: So subtly is the fume of life designed, To clarify the pulse and cloud the mind, And leave me once again undone, possessed. Think not for this, however, the poor treason Of ...

Javan Poetry

Javan is one of my all-time favorite poets. Although he is not very well-known, his poetry is really moving. He doesn't use fancy styles or words, he really just cuts to your core with those most simplistic and truthful words. I love reading his poetry because I get so much hope, truth and inspiration out of it. I hope you do, too... Enjoy! How frequently it s that out of humanity's crowd ...

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"For each a road For every man a religion Face everybody and rue Fuck everything and rumble Forget everyone and remember For everything a reason Fantastic expectations Amazing revelations Finding everything and realising for everything a reason for each a road..." --Ian Brown - FEAR Minutes away before I run off to game with D Just for the record, just so you know - I love you both. 0% ...

CHAPTER TWO, THE SEASON BEGINS. 5) Plans in Benandi House "I warned you against an alliance with this family, and see what it has led to?" Exalt Benandi looked down her long snout aristocratically. "Being imposed upon for lunch at our first arrival in Irieth is hardly the worst fate in Tiamath," Sher replied mildly. Exalt Benandi merely sniffed. She was a dragon in her five hundredth...

THE ART OF Melancholy

Lost Wandering Wishing Alone Reaching Praying Watching the phone Confusion Seclusion No easy solutions Answers no questions Just easy suggestions Understanding not here Destination unclear Someone please come And find me the sun Sorry no reason For this kind of season Just sending this free So others can see No truth in the statement It is only me

 here are my feelings of the moment. i hate how im being punished for my crimes when infact you have done the same time after time and was never punished. so i got caught drinking, ive caught you drinking, ive come to get you out of jail, i took the hits from you, the lies, the screaming from you, and a simple "im sorry" was supposed to remove the scares you left, but i make one mistake somewhat...

so now what. I finally have a way home. yet she changed her mind. I don't understand at all. Apparently she has to spend time with her friend, yet me who never gets to spend time with her, doesn't get to see her at all. Her friend told her that she shouldn't talk to me. Wow great. So now theres nothing. All my effort, everything. gone. I did everything I could to come home, miracles happened ...