He forgave me :)

... him how much I'm sorry.  I made him vanilla drop cookies, cheese muffins, banana bread, brownies, and blueberry muffins.   It is VERY likely that he will ask me to eat something of it when he comes over and guess what - I am going to muster up the strength to do it.  Because I just owe it to him.  I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally don't want to have to eat any of it, but if he asks me to, I will.