OMG KHR

... SLEEP MPW nighttttttt §[FlyỉngDrãgonڿ]§ Through the roof has left the conversation. JOIZE It passes, the sound of the world crumbling says: beibei i am sleepng too night >>>>[Harenai]<<< natsumatsuri!! says: nights ^^ If not interested to read or finished reading, please screw off to do something productful now. LOLOLOL. BYE :D

...a fuss of my 'binge day'. If i do it for more than planned, thats when it starts getting worring, when i start crying and hating myself. However, i cant plan on eating normally. thats incomprehensible. Does anyone else do this? or am i just a fat mess? hope everyones having lovely productful days. its been lovely to read your secrets, i dont feel as lonely here. and i only joined yesterday :)

So fucking tired...

but cant sleep. im way past tired that i just gave up. i should at least try to be productful by doing my spanish hw...naw...ill just keep poking around the web on this wonderful psp im posting from. i think im getting the hang of navigating this thing! only had it since what...christmas? too bad i cant spell for shit. really dreading tommorrow. or is it today? i never really got when a new day ...

Okay, so it's on hold for a short time

... out by Wednesday.  Hopefully get it by this weekend, I'm not gonna rest 'till it's here and I can start having fun with it.  So I guess even with a wasted mall trip it ended up a good and productful kinda day.  Here's hoping at least. And on top of all that, my cousin/godmother called last night to let us know one of our distant aunts (really a cousin or souse of a cousin of dad's ) passed away...

Rock On The Outside...

... was either denied, or just indulged because that was all he could do.  I don't show emotions because I'm never shown them.  I never learned how to properly love and care and how to show them in a productful way.  I hide how much I care about things because I can remember in the past that if I cared too much, those things would be taken away and I would just be left mourning and sad.  I try not ...