Soap (Won't Wash Away My Shame) part 4.

...the talented authors and readers here. Read and review!     Alan woke up the following morning with a poundering head ache. As he came to his senses, he realised he hadn't slept in his bed, but ... me..." Alan whispered. But Dave didn't let go of his shoulder. His heart was in his throat, poundering as he turned around and faced Dave. "Alan what are you doing in the middle of the corridor?"...

Hey. Im poundering what i should do and would be gratefull of any of your experiences to help me figure things out. I'll cut it cause i will proberly ramble (although never doen it before so my apolgies if it doesnt work). Untill nealry two months ago i was on anti depressents, but i stop becasue i thought things were getting better and i didnt like the thought of been on them unnecessarily. ...

Feelings.Of.Isolation.Are.Only.In.My.Mind? =/

Shopping. Today I was shopping. I saw Jess & Shona. It was ohkay. I guess I was just feeling weird. Seeing so many people. Like ants. Bubbling to get a bargain. It was horrible I NEVER want to be like that. I never want to be an ant. I want to follow my own instincts. Not be poundering for something else.  

BOB

...messy.  somehow i feel that i cant adapt to their way of doing project. mayb becos i'm not in control like how i used to in other semesters. damn i should buck up. n dammit, i'm still poundering whether i should get my iTouch!!!!! becos i stil hav many many many many obligations n tihngs i must fulfill ... ... sighs. life can be so sad just by thinking about the many things u must forgo in order...