promised pormised again and again, none of them kept, except one.

the perfect family. i remember watching those shows and movies about disfunctional families that would end up a happy perfect family by the end of the show. how cliche. yet i know that my family will never have that cliche ending, no matter how much i want it. there i admitted it, i want that cliche ending. i've wanted it ever since i was little, i'd dream about those "perfect american families" ...

Words Set To Start A War

... with my week.  Hmmm.. I know I need to write. But I can't bring myself to do it. I go back and read all of my old poetry and just get sad at how I thought that it was worth keeping. But I pormised I wouldn't throw it away. So I have to fix it.  I think I'll try to finish rewriting all the stuff from this year.. Then I'll start with the oldest in my 1st notebook. Hm. that sounds like a plan..  I...

{drabble} Junno Asks: WHY?!

.... :)) oh,and yeah, go and read akoisme   's fic. she's a good friend of mine and she writes so well. :)) it's kazuha_ono   's birthday on the 6th! happy birthday kazu-chan! I know i pormised an angst-y fic but you know the drill. My life sucks lately and I can't write much. This drabble's for you, okay? I'm soory. I'll make it up to you! here here: twentyeytako.livejournal.com/...

... on the treadmill and 170 doing aerobic toning. so it was okay. Today really was an epic fail. the day started off really well with a 553 cal burn on the treadmill. it went all down hill when my friend who pormised to chill never called. i ate like a pig and feel so bloated and gross. i really dont want my dreams to be deferred because of my body. i'm young and this is my time to be living not ...

my day

...help she told me she had  an eating disoder but she got help , thing is , i want help , i no what im doing isont normal. but i no help means getting fat. and i cant have that. needless to say i pormised her id eat when i got home, and i did , i ate spag bowl cuz my mum had already cooked it when i got in , gues what, binge triggerd , though it wasent that bad tbh. just a slice 2 slices ...

... with that though ( ;                         the polka dot dress is also from topshop. its my absolute favourite. i love it so much, its very 1950's. im wearing it out to a house party tonight. but i pormised my mates i wouldnt drink too much. ive ended up drinking to much and puking my brains out one too many times tbh. haha. so only a smirnoff ice and a few WKD's for me tonight. grrr. ...

Random bits and parts

... Herald's doomsday (due 1/20 - also training herald deputy Una how to do it) Site tokens for Coronation and Collegium Sewing for Estrella Scheduling for Estrella Royalty Friday night goodies I pormised to help with gifties for peeps packing coordinating travel for me and Lochlan and Arianna for Estrella getting camping stuff for Roisin arranged paying for kitchen by Friday Award of Arms scroll by ...

I met a high school girl! She was lolita fashion fan

... who wanted to sell 'puppet circus' JSK, but I couldn't transact with her after all. But this time, another girl contacted me. This OP, rose toilette series, is request from one of our customers. We pormised to meet today (Sat). To tell the truth, I was a bit worried if the girl really come, and really sell it with my customer's budget. (I was worried if she changed her mind.) But the ...

weekend update

... with Mike and his extended family.  My back was absolutely KILLING me, so I didn't exactly make it on time as hoped.  Nor did I feel like going to the grocery store to get cookies as pormised.  I couldn't take any medicine and drive, so I decided to suffer it out and arrive when I could.  Turns out, was only 30 minutes late.  Everyone understood and was genuinely concerned.  Food was YUMMY!!!  I ...