Secondhand

 The car was already jam-packed and I had to settle for shimmying myself into the back seat across the laps of my friends. I was sitting on audrey's legs with my own stretched across greg and billy. Greg rested his hands on my thigh and a flutter erupted in my stomach. It was getting more and more difficult to deny how I felt about him. As obvious as it was, I clung to the notion that we were ...

This is marvelous. Respect for Tom Petty ++ "Tom Petty Is Pissed And he's got plenty of good reasons Posted Oct 23, 2002 12:00 AM" http://www.rollingstone.com/news/story/5933643/tom_petty_is_pissed/

  "one day i'll quit these things,they're killing me.". She Blows Her Brains Right Out Her Fucking Mouth. says (9:23 PM): ohman man I was just on jades profile and he's either going to ruin her life "one day i'll quit these things,they're killing me.". She Blows Her Brains Right Out Her Fucking Mouth. says (9:24 PM): or they'll never be apart and Im not quite ...

i feel really awkward typing this on a computer in the staff lounge with all the other staff here. ive been out here a month and isdjfosigjosdfigjrfdgiojfg i feel so incapable. i haven't had more than 20 minutes to be alone in a month. i feel detached from everything and everyone in my life, and that includes God. the one person who i feel connected to, i feel like God is trtying to tell me to ...

so im fucking pissed off right now. heres what happened: first of all, me and chris were fucking around during 6th period and dan was sitting in front of us and then tessa and bailey says something like: "stop messing around, and dan, ur supposed to be setting an example" or some shit like that and then when we get out of the classroom and he says "if u ever do that again, ur ass is mine" fuck ...

ok yesterday i was just flat out pissed and now this whole thing just saddens me.. :-/ oh welll

Im pretty pissed and tommorow is going to be a shitty day i can already tell right now i dont even feel like playing a show at all maybe i get too jealous? yeah im pretty sure thats it and i hate it but its who i am funny how things go from goign great to shit maybe i am bi-polar? i dont even knowwwwwwwwwwwww fuck so much shit going through my head i just need to smoke my lungs ...

im waiting right now for leah to come over so we can smoke a blunt. or two. i was just listening to the pixies song about my school, appropriately named UMASS. ive heard so many tales of the pixie era at my school. the met at umass, and got together there. at one point their building, Van Meter--or was it Baker?--tried to suseed (spelling?) from the state of massachusetts. ugh, now it just sucks...