A Stress-Free Moment

... Or on a broader level, perform effectively in the face of danger.  In a prehistoric context, this function relied on our instincts... our fight-or-flight response patterns and our need to physicially provide for our most basic needs on a daily basis.  But this was never intended for more than sporadic exploitation.  Our system requires time to recharge, to revitalize its components.  Some amount ...

A reply to a thread I wrote about how life fucking sucks

... both talk about very deep issues..but still, it's like I feel unable to bond with him on any other level than just a regular friend...shit, we should be much closer than we are, but I feel physicially unable to do so. [quote]You're a good guy and you deserve good things in life. Start recognizing that and tell yourself you are going to make it through this. Tell yourself things are going to be ...

... and felt him enter me in a rush of true adoration and love. This time, though there is no therapist to talk me into thinking he raped me or to convince me that I was unable to conscent. I am not physicially a child any longer, but my child-self yearns for Daddy's touch and I have found Him. I take His hand and look into His eyes with trust and I am 5 again. His hands roam over my body, knowing ...