I look at this moment and wonder why I'm swept away By a person who I don't know. The feeling I get, The feeling that quells inside of me, Why must it fill me when this person comes around? I had that chance to keep myself from feeling so, But I let myself hold onto the emotions - Hold onto emotions that I shouldn't feel. I try to figure out what to do next, But what should I do when the next...
OH DEAR SWEET FUCKING RAPTOR JESUS I HAVE TELEVISIONDIGITAL CABLE EVEN! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ps.Basia. is it sad that even now, every time i think about our Tommy adventure i get overexcited and feel like I MIGHT EXPLODE? i was listening to Crue, thinking about it, walking down the street with this big stupid grin on my face and i felt like a crazy person and my...
Yeah I was talking to her until it was two here XD;; Feeling much better than yesterday. ^^ It is better when friends all know each other. Less possibility of jealousy. XD (8:30:56 PM) Bastran: Dang. XD I was asleep then. I heard you two are sick, too. Strange, isn't it? *nods because she can't think of anything else to say* (8:31:53 PM) Me, Myself, & I: XD Yeah its alright though. O.O "too"?...
of ana she's not a good friendI wish i didn't compulsively weigh myself and could eat like a normal person and that i wasn't reading everyfood label that I and other people are eating I wish I could be happy with myself I wish that ana would leave me aloneDoes anyone else feel this way?
why does it mean when it hurts to think about a person when u constantly think about that person and u want their attention? you helped me out of one crisis only to fall into another yinchan. now im so confused. my thoughts are wild and my focus is bad. Sighs. Why do I miss you?
it's been a while since i've written i'm not sure if that's good or bad. i'm thinking i should make a postsecret card and send it in i have to come up with something good though i had a dream last night that i was screaming at someone someone who recently took herself out of my life and the weirdness of the dream was that i wasn't screaming at her because i was upset i was upset because i ...
listening to andrew bird and the mysterious production of eggs i've been feeling depressed and i don't like voicing that i have this history thing due monday and its fucking 300 points and i've barely started mr. powell is a goddam freak my life has become music and its stupid as hell goddam it yeahi hate writing about shit i've given up on ever doing anything again i was feeling sick on ...
and i havent the time because yes i would enjoy sleeping once in a while. the supressed nihilism inside of me is eating out. i completely mean the sarchastic comments. or do i. no idea anymore. im happier around people on my own but sometimes i like wallowing in my own selfpity it makes me feel more human. or less. take your pick. smiles and eyes are the most beautifulfeatures about a person...
building and burning creating and slaving torture and madness loveless and leaning please turn around i stare at the back of your head everyday and all i can do is hope your a good person and one day i'd get to see that if you'd just turn around. i could create a world for you or we could explore the one we're given we could explore each other if you would turn to look at me during the ride ...
u have always been obnoxiously rude and sometimes very aggressive too.. but since u started seein a shrink n takin meds theres no way to talk to you or be around u all u do is talk shit bout everythin that is said in such an agressive way that it almost feels hateful u became my best friend.. even tho i couldnt talk to u bout everythin u became part of my world... after i tried leavin the ...
