Manic and Quitting

.... Unfortunately I won't have any time to quit in the next few weeks because i'll never have 3 days in a row where i don't have a toddler with me. /me considers giving herself a home orchidectomy. I just want to get on with it, dammit. I want the testosterone fucking GONE. Every week i smoke is another section of cash that could be aimed toward my goals, or supporting those around me. /me ...