Waltz jump-loop jump combo :)

Well, sort of... Group lesson this week was all about the loop. Probably 15 minutes of loops, 10 minutes of waltz-loop, and then 5 minutes working on holding our landing edges. My loop, well, I don't know what to say. I jump off my heel and I land on my heel. When I'm not in skates, I'm more likely to, but not alway, jump off my toe, but I still land with my weight back on my heels. It's not a ...

INTERIOR. GRYFFINDOR DORM ROOM. AFTERNOON.   WE SEE REMUS, SIRIUS, PETER AND JAMES.   JAMES AND SIRIUS ARE LAID FLAT ON THEIR STOMACHS, EACH ON A SKATEBOARD TYPE CONTRAPTION.   THEY ALSO HAVE SMALL TORCH LIGHTS STRAPPED TO THEIR FOREHEADS AND A PIECE OF ROPE TIED AROUND THEIR WAISTS.   THEY ARE POSITIONED BEFORE JAMES’S BED, LOOKING BENEATH IT.   REMUS IS STOOD BEHIND ...

Poemforinsomniacs.

Here I lay with darkness blinding my eyes and I can't think without it. Spouting one liners in my mind that mean nothing-- deceiving philosophies that are just empty air, just like the words coming from your mouth. the words jump off my skin in hopes to reach yours. Nevertheless.

hmm

... and im on my new laptop my spacebar sucks but it will break in soon more then likely.. i got it mostly for this reason and pictures i feel like i can talk to people about shit it just doesntget offmy chest tho.. and sometimes i feel like saying the same shit i have already said cuz i feel the same way more then once.. and idont want the same thing saved to my computer a million times so internet ...

no matter what I do, the pain doesn't stop it haunts me it follows me whatever i do wherever i go whoever i'm with the pain is always there all i can do is turn it off my feelings my emotions and numb myself the best that i can but even then, the pain is still there pulsating aching breathing when will it all end? i want to just shut myself off there's no hope left let it end, please

"The Sound of Settling" - Death Cab for Cutie

I've got a hunger Twisting my stomach into knots That my tongue has tied off My brain's repeating "If you've got an impulse let it out" But they never make it past my mouth. Bop ba, this is the sound of settling Bop ba, Bop ba Our youth is fleeting Old age is just around the bend And I can't wait to go gray And I'll sit and wonder Of every love that could've been If I'd only thought of ...

I dumbly thought today would be better than yesterday but guess what it wasn't. I have had just about 1000 calories so far and it's only 2 pm. My Mom is making fettucini for dinner. Can i be any more fattening? I'll have to eat it I know it. My little brother is making halloween cupcakes  and it pissing me off my mom called me: fatass dumbass bitch today, and I'll admit I was a bitch...

help needed please

i have an issue with food, for 3 years now. on and off my sister is now spiraling, she purges which is something i can never do, but she is staring to lose alot of weight. i feel jealous, but at the same time i try to eat a lot so that she hopefully follows my lead. all its doing is making me huge and upset i cant work out how to deal with it, we are torn apart now, maybe its not the cause we ...

some older poetry (these are all from 2006 or earlier, I think)

  have you ever noticed when you look at a jar of pickle relish from just the right angle it looks like a full-leafed branch of a tree on a summer evening (patterns of light and dark ever repeating— a symphony in green) ______________ oh is the closest thing I can find to describe the sound that a word should make if there was a word meaning the moment when you've grabbed a ...

this wk

well i saw steven three times this week first i went to the movie walli with him and no one was answereing the fone when i needed to go home so he had to take me hom,e well hes not allowed to be alone w/ me so his frined had to drive along behind us his friend doug drove crazy he was all over the road of course steven decided to try and race him yea... well i made it home in one peice anyways...