Had a minor meltdowntonight though nowhere near as bad as I have been before. Anxiety levels are probably a 7, if I concentrate too hard moving into an 8/8.5. Diary of a distressed mind: Showers: 3 (incl washing hair) Benji washes: 1 Bedclothes changed: 1 Towels used and sent to the wash: 3 (and one to the bin) Cleaned the floor: 2 Bottles of pineoclean: 1 Handwashing: beyond counting Hours...
...we are going through. I have developed this especially for those suffering from panic and anxiety disorder, phobias, OCD and other related illnesses, such as BDD. For the past 5 years my life has been turned ... it once and I'll say it again: If you have never suffered from panic, anxiety, phobias, OCD, BDD and other mental illness then you do not understand what the person is going through. You may...
...the rest of my house. Yeah, it's weird. I live in a whole house by myself but I actually physically only live in my bedroom - it has everything I need! And its a leftover thing from the OCD. Difficult to explain without sounding ... [crazy]. Anyway, gonna try this living in the whole house thing, using my Foxtel that I pay for and then my bedroom for sleeping. Though my bedroom does have the only ...
... on his stage, on his flies, his... what the hell was he doing over there? He was tempted to argue with the man, but he didn't want to put the significant discount for supplies in jeopardy. Besides, he was doing this pro bono. He couldn't really complain. Even if he was pretty sure he was going to have a headache for the next week or so. "All right, everyone, gather round!" [ocd coming!]
If he could, Lion-o would have spent all day waiting in the Café Fina kitchen until their turkey was ready to eat. Unfortunately, Snarf chased him out of the kitchen and made him do his job before he could dig in. Today's Specials Smoked Turkey Pumpkin PieTarts Café Fina was open! [And OCD free, because I just don't have the brainpower. SP after 6 PM.]
... in Yoshitaka Amano’s design work and the layouts. You can easily take pieces of the film and find meaning in them. Most obviously there is Christianimagery, but there’s parts that reminded me of OCD behaviour (the fishermen, the girl’s collecting of water, the soldier’s obsession with the egg), parts that seemed straight up 1970’s prog rock album cover art (the opening scene with the arrival of ...
... was torn. On one hand, she could have a long weekendat home with Dominic and the Izumo crew. On the other.... food . Today the library aide was curled up behind her desk, reading books on various Thanksgiving traditions. She totally needed to find some way to convince Those In Power at Home that Thanksgiving ought to be added back into the calendar. [The OCD left for the short week.]
... about Danny and Delinda and the stripper had not died down, even with Delinda giving an interview where she claimed that the stripper's story wasn't true at all . Either way, it was going to make for a very interestingThanksgiving -- if this year's get-together happened at all. Welcome to the Arms Hotel! Today's Special Cranberry Pomegranate Terrine [Open! No OCD & SP after 6 PM.]
... related to this entry that has been waning a bit. I am clinically depressed, and he has tourettes/OCD/ADHD. A guy at age 20 is in some cases bad enough maturity-wise, never mind throwing those ...* upset...sigh. LONG explanation short, my overall question is this: Is there anyone here who has tourettes/OCD/ADHD, who can help me understand what is a tic and what is just bad behavior? How to ...
... in Yoshitaka Amano’s design work and the layouts. You can easily take pieces of the film and find meaning in them. Most obviously there is Christianimagery, but there’s parts that reminded me of OCD behaviour (the fishermen, the girl’s collecting of water, the soldier’s obsession with the egg), parts that seemed straight up 1970’s prog rock album cover art (the opening scene with the arrival of ...