Aug 12

..., so it’s no biggie, but I couldn’t find ANYthing. They had food then toiletries then food again then school stuff. I like the stores that have all the food together so it makes sense to me and the nonfood stuff in aisles that are together, too. I have YET to have a “high tea” or “quatre heures” here, for all the kvetching I heard about how important it was. The only time I did one was that day...

...about how to apply for it and the programs the hospital provides and blah, blah, blah...anyway, you have to answer all these questions to enroll and one of them was "Do you have the urge to eat any nonfood items?...." I was silent for a second..."....such as...dirt?" I wanted to laugh. No, lady. I don't feel the need to eat dirt,  but thanks for asking. Who the hell answers yes to that question is...

work in progress

... I'm probably terrified of other people. If i could have my way I'm sure I'd live in a filthy house and never leave, and just watch movies and play games online and drink sugar water and eat nonfood saturated fat and masturbate incessantly. I tell people if i had my way i'd be a marine biologist or move to australia, but studies have shown that I'd just be a dirty fat introvert terrified of all ...

Self-Injury

...actions, such as banging one’s head against a hard surface, punching hard surfaces, biting oneself (usually hands or arms), or picking wounds. It may also include pica, the swallowing of nonfood items, which can be extremely dangerous and sometimes fatal. Alternatively self-injury may be a means of feeling something, even if the sensation is unpleasant and painful. Those who self-injure sometimes ...

More or less quiet

... the rent had been put in the drop box for me.  And said he'd be by to pick up the gas bill later. I paid the bills I needed to pay.  Then Rex took me to walmart to get the nonfood items we had been needing.  Then as a special treat for the boys, we went to Chuck-a-Rama for dinner. We stopped and browsed Staples for a while.  They had some really nice looking computer desks.  Looked at ram for ...