4th entry today- im so bored

EDITED b/c i care...i really do b/c i love you...i really do b/c THIS IS ME....this is really me b/c you know i cant live without ya...ya i really said that b/c im scared..i really am b/c i want you...i really do b/c i cry ...i really do b/c im an idiot i cant think for myself...cause i guess i never thought i could. b/c i was jealous...i really was b/c im not caliing you my man..i should ...