The Muse at The Door

The face is familiar But the spirit is mine In a distant country I swear I can feel Another soul Rising, waking sleeping, dreaming drinking coffee and wine I feel the surge of breath The delicate touch Hand to another's skin Walking in that warm place stones under foot I feel someone else Tied to my soul Someone I've never known Whose face I've never touched and yet He walks through the ...

Ramblings of A Drunk Maniac :s

... enemy!! n now i dunno wat else to write but its relievin to just tap at the keyboard so blablablabla... girls if ur readin this i'm sorry.. n i lve u!!! dunno wat i wouldve done without u. ur my everything... i needsome sleep :s... screw this i'm goin to bed.. so long!!! oh btw  igained a kilo :s.. n i dont care.. i;m also fat :p.. like it? welcome to my life.. dont like it? then shove it!!!

Fanmix: Sticks and Stones

Sticks and Stones may break my bones... but whips and chains excite me ~*~ A few notes ~*~ -This is my contribution to the comm, for I can't put it into words. -Credit for the title goes to moony_blues -The order of the tracks is there simply to have them in an order. Shuffle at will. -The last track is there simply because I. COULD. NOT. HELP. MYSELF. HERE XX to ...

tied together with a smile but you're coming undone

I feel like everything is falling apart. my plans. my life. I know that it's not entirely true, change does not mean falling apart and I still have control in my life.  But I can't help feeling otherwise.  I feel almost more out of control than I did when I was when I was drinking things away--though as I now know it only made those feelings and insecurities so much stronger.  Or perhaps the ...

life and the stuff

so its been a while again since i posted.... well so lots has happened and i am lost and i feel like i have no friends. Ka i never see and when i saw her the other day and she made me miss her and love her more, but kristen is just making me more sad cuz she is doent understand my situation and when i said i wish i could go to the dr en grey concert she said yeah and i am going to...

sick of feeling stuck

... go to work just for you fuck you you do not you take yo ass to work cause  that is what ya do and as far as doing house chores well thanks that really give me so much to havg on to wow no i needsome one that wants me the a man shoud want their wife but not one time in all these years have i ever had that feeling of being loved from him shit im so fucking mad right now  he thinks he is so so good ...

1 00:00:01,735 --> 00:00:03,930 My offer's withdrawn. You can walk to work. 2 00:00:04,004 --> 00:00:05,733 Got it. You're morally outraged. 3 00:00:05,805 --> 00:00:07,102 Now, can we get through this part? 4 00:00:07,240 --> 00:00:08,571 'Cause the next part's awesome. 5 00:00:08,641 --> 00:00:10,700 How do you rationalize something like this? 6 00:00:10,844 --> 00:00:12,937 You broke into...