runaway thoughts

... fingers crossed for me. So im going to really try to eat healthier and do good things for me.  i know i know i say this crap all the time, but i want to succeed here.  Tonight we went out to dinner at Myabi's japanese steak house.  Of course i had to order my sushi, i had 3 pieces and when the food came i had 2 bites.  Count them.  TWO.  so 3 pieces of sushi plus 2 bites.  i was done.  i felt the...