Nobody but me Is true, is true Sometimes as the clock laughs The red fury rises That others can choose That you have done so much for so little and that they don't seem to care at all, at all. I know I must keep faith, but it is difficult In time
"The Perfect Exhale" Stumbling out into a fairly lit hallway dotted with different colored doors marking every few feet You're tired and so very exhausted seeking out a quiet place to hang your head and shut your eyes away from the glances Is it possible to find such a place? You find a door in the corner you walk into a dimly lit room thinking you're alone but what is THIS that you see inside...
"The Perfect Exhale" Stumbling out into a fairly lit hallway dotted with different colored doors marking every few feet You're tired and so very exhausted seeking out a quiet place to hang your head and shut your eyes away from the glances Is it possible to find such a place? You find a door in the corner you walk into a dimly lit room thinking you're alone but what is THIS that you see inside...
Please, don't judge me right away Don't judge me by my age Don't judge me by my looks And please, don't judge me on what I may say I can say I can't sleep; I'm not lying I can say I'm a troubled teen; I'm definitely troubled I've seen so much For someone my age A mother's tears A father's rage I've seen drunken fights And at three AM The red and blue lights Shining through my window I've seen...
Being with DH all the time and never seeing anyone else is very very depressing. I hate my life :( I have a lot of anxiety about whether the house will sell and how much for. I worked out that if you never see anyone and don't have any kind of social support network, it's inevitable that you will feel that way. But there is no way out for me.
It bugs me that I'm bugged by little things by you... I'm trying not to love you. Convince myself that you were a dream... I'm usually really good with repression and forgetting but not with you. I'm having some trouble you see... both my options seem to be the only solution stop loving you so that when you don't call it doesn't hurt so that when we hang out it isn't torture so that when ...
I don't have a nice and tight lead, or even an interesting one. Just that I am so ready for this new year. 2009 was nuts. I guess it was going okay and then hi too much water and not enough time to grab everything. So yes, 2009 GTFO, but before you do, let's recap most of the year shall we? THIS YEAR I: - am comfortable with the job, got annoyed with it, and is somewhat okay with it - watched...
It's late, but [28-12-09 - 20:17] I received a lot of Christmas messages. Thank you! And many gifts and letters were delivered at the office! Thank you very much for this dreamy Christmas! Let's enjo~y the last days of 2009. Today too, otsukaresama & thank you. (otsukaresama = you say it when the work is finished :p)
ok. so yesterday i did kind of all right. today im planning on hanging out with my boyfriend so i probably wont eat much for some reason i tend to eat when im alone so that will help i plan to only drink today. no solids. ive got chai tea, coffee, water. i think im going to be alright. already had a cup of tea this morning and it seemed to stave off my hunger lets be texting buddies =]
Journal I don't think I can ever watch New Moon ever again and not laugh in all the wrong places. So despite not being a Twilight fan, I went to see New Moon after school today with a bunch of people I don't usually hang out with: Alina, Alex, Peter, Jonathan, Claire. ("Don't usually hang out with" isn't the same thing as "not awesome". Just "not Asian girls".) I tagged along only ...
