... I don't know Do you have any regrets? Not really Do you cry sometimes? Doesn;t everyone? The last time you cried...what caused it? I can't remember When or What was the lowest point in your life? 8 monthsish ago? Seems forever About your friends...Be blunt honest Who is your best friend? I don't have 1 How would you rate your group of friends on a scale of 1-10? 10 Who do you talk to most? Adam ...

...and stares at the ceiling* Alright. So. The crap with Josh is getting more and more confusing. (He keeps telling me about this other girl, and she's really close to what I am. She's six monthsish younger, an Aries/Taurus cusp and a Snake, but still with the stupid wild tendencies and habits of bringing pain to males she's attracted to (she broke Josh's finger and put the bone outside the skin) ...

first day of many...

... put things back into my dieteee without overindulging and with limits. I guess things have to be hard before they get easy. I just need to keep my eyes on the prize. I mean three monthsish is just around the corner. Perfect time for ahhh my favorite seasons fall and winter. But yea and HOLLAAAAAAAAAAAA new wardrobe. It's for my own happiness. and im trying to surround myself with all this...