I want to do a thing where I write every day this month but today the situation was seeming dire: I have the flu and do not feel like doing much of anything (except make the walk through the kitchen to the bathroom so I can puke) but then I realized I could just write how I am not feeling well and sorry that I am not writing anything- (I was going to write interesting or funny but that is just ...

a bad joke i could not speak any more lies because i had sold my tongue for a dollar and i saw through all the bullshit for my eyes were worth more but i was far from lost as i looked to the drink for direction her name was so and so but she had what i needed and though you say shes just a friend ,it was still cheap and short lived when the noises had stopped and the sheets had come to ...

BFT3K--Dragonknight chapter 29 and host segment

(To be sung to the tune of MST3K's theme song) In a world of the imagination In Fantasyland There was a dragon named Nelth Whose life was on the mend He worked at the wizards' tower Just another minion with not that much power He did a good job keeping folks away But his bosses didn't like him so they trapped him between planes We'll send him horrible books The worst we can find He'...

FINALLY...

don't know if she will ever find this post but finally got the guts to confess to her... the fear of being rejected n losing her cost me a hesitation of 7 month but now i realize that if i continue to hold everything inside & not letting her know that i really love her im going to lose her forever for sure n regret for every hesitation i made i not sure if she have received the message i ...

BIGGEST UPDATE in a short poem

Auto Response from xcassandralovex (8:37:16 PM): i love how you know every song on the radio and the way you make everything fade away i love the way you smile when you see me and the fact that you make me feel so bright even when you wear all black I love how you hold me when im at my worst and how you tell me im pretty when im really not I love when you laugh at stupid things in movies and ...

bug project

i'm not very good at keeping journals but i thought i might just try again the only problem is there are so many idea's i have right now so many things to write down and not enough space not enough time not enough brain power so i guess i'll start with this thought. today i was working on my bug project and the touch of the bugs made me cringe not bcause i'm squeemish or because i hate ...

it's weird

i am happy but not fulfilled i still don't like work but it's easy surgery is soon.. so i can't get a new job but me kne will only get better from here im losing weight but i won't be able to do anything when i get my surgery i could go visit my babe for a whoole month but im so tight on money it's ridiculous school is easy but it's still school im away from erik but i get to talk to him every ...

Rarity

It's been over a year since I've made a post on this... I feel inspired, thanks Devin. Haha Basically, I love it when i meet people that amaze me. the past month ive been really fortunate in meeting a good crowd of people. My love life is absolutely amazing, which was utterly unexpected. My college life is already booming. I am so excited for DOCs, lunches, and dorm raids! The intelligence...

hello everyone its been a long time and would you believe that not alot has happend i mean i could talk about stuff for hours that happend this past month but i dont want to bore you even tho this is my journal so if i feel like boring you i will no thats not a threat lol ive been thinking and i think too much and i would like to apologize to everyone who has experience my over thinking im ...

i really need a friend :(

Im losing my goddamn mind i really am i really am i really am i really am i need a friend so bad i really really need one i want to fucking dissapear i wnat to fade into the earth so we had a wonderful time at the beach...i got to lay next to my boy the whole weekend that shoulda made me sooooo happy right??? right??? wrong i dont know what it is...i cant keep chris out of my head......