.... someone actually wants my Jakura stuff and i'm almost crying over it. at the same time i decided to be a good girl and provide a free shipping service for people who want to get EAT and NightingeiL stuff. it's way fucking mendokusai but oh well, at least they can get some more money. must_write_up_reports. must_start_essays. negotiations over selling stuff take so much time and effort =_=

Takahashi Hitomi : "Tsuyoku Nare" Lyrics

... ni motto jiyuuni nare Kotoba nanka de tashikameru yori yumemiru yokan oikaketeitai Otonatte nandesu ka? Urusaitte omoi nagara nanimo dekinai jibun ga kuyashii kedo Tomodachitte daiji dakedo Daiji ni shitai kara koso mendokusai koto ga ippai aru yo ne Tamani sasai na koto de BAKA mitai na koto de ureshiku naru Muda ni miete mo kono shunkan subete wo ajiwaitai Tsuyoku nare bokura no KIZUNA ...

1998 vs 2008

...t do any chatting other than with my friends over msn (used to use aim but it keeps crashing my internets ._.). i'm primarily known as either rosser from friends who know me from FFXI, or as mendokusai from friends in the doll hobby (which actually was a nickname from one of my FFXI friends). though i feel ridiculous referring to myself with a fake name, so i think most people also know me by just...

HD Rusak ...

..., bonus clip dari kanjani 47 concert, performance2 NEWS weeek di MS, heyx3, Utaban, clip KATTUN, ada clip HSJ juga gak rela daku......!!!!!!! kenapa ini musti terjadi mendekati hari ultah ..... akhh.. mendokusai na~~~~~~ hari ini juga menyebalkan......orang2 juga buat g BT.... masa gak mau tukarin duit 50rb....padahal banyak gitu....pelit amat sih.... oh tuhan, tolong lah umat mu ini, semoga ...

...was reading a book, standing, however there were lots of seats, she chose not to sit. I had to keep coming back to her. I drew my focus back to her. Because the actual contents of my head were a bit mendokusai. If I focused on her, I could feel relief. HIM He was a bit impressed by me. When my keitei rang, I answered it and spoke in the other language. HE didn't expect it. When I looked at him,...

The Many Times We Move and Left

...and left... the fifth time. The many times we move is as much times that we left. As much as moving is such a pain in the a$$ (or as how they put it here in Japan mendokusai!), it is rather emotionally challenging than physically draining. When I left for the US thinking everything will just be short and casual, I tried to have my friends remained uninformed. And when I decided to stay there ...

zoexsen spam and a lil vale

alright so mendokusai posted on her lj with sexy shots of vult and shael, her newest girl and it inspired me to do a sexy shoot with zoe and sen, my lesbian lovers.

just being random

... (It doesn't smells good though....  if not working nvm he doesn't have a stick Then I have Mitsuru's clothes inside to do, done with half but not yet with the other half. Why is his clothes so mendokusai konoyaro-demo suki.   butI feel like writing a passionate seme, ah, don't know. I wonder what am I writing about. Oh, there was cosplay semi-final thingi in Orchard now, but forgot nvm.

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hontou ni mendokusai na...  minna shinpai nai de.... i'll be okie.. working now. slpet at 8 am today. woke up at 9am. omfg. isssit jetlag or insomia?