i feel guilty

.....but probably many many fees. i hope no jail time. this is it. some people sell drugs to survive, some their bodies, some scam...some just get good paying jobs. I can't see going to jail over it. as lopng as it doesn't hurt anybody, right? im rationalizing. its all wrong...but i want that 700 dollars. and if it wasnt so close to the new year , it woulda worked. but something tells me i did done ...