pain -ting struggle

...... It's everywhere but the activation is specific for those who exsit in quite material system things. The more i watch the more i see(listen) about what oneness and equality is, the more I get... as knowlede and information, tools? bla i don't know there's nothing to get serously, it's all here, already done manifsted it's only mind trying to achieve somewhere else.. so i'm leaving for now, ...