Before I even write...

Today I am the person between < and > What was my tattoo if not a prayer that “our paths shall cross”? Our ways always intertwined even without our knowing I had almost given up and then suddenly “sorry" and "please" and "can we” My skin sings I too must throw an overdue rope out to another Grasping the one I caught in my hand like an anchor I am the person between two flung ropes A boat I ...

Blue shroud

On thanksgiving I stayed under the covers Blue shroud I walked into the mansion and I was unexpected Blue shroud I stood before them and was remembered with a smile as Thanksgiving came beneath the covers The night before Hunter had asked when was the last time I had pulled hooks from my flesh and I remembered with a smile I walked into the mansion walked past the map Blue shroud and walked ...

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I should post more often... But then again... who reads this? I only am getting the satisfaction in knowing I am putting my words out there for the chance to be meaningful to someone. I need to make an appointment. I need to finish my series. I need to make a few calls. I need to go workout. I need to do my sew projects. I need to clean, organize, and get ready to move. So many things to do, ...

unstated

ON MEETING: Crying desperately without emotion My eyes run all over you I stop people in my tracks without knowing I constantly degrade what I sense is percieved of me So you can quit thinking you know me ON ACCEPTING: You give up so easy when your ideas have faded, When I look like just one more person in a crowd i'm forgotten You fear me when we are alone because I don't play The Game I've ...

aside from random people on my friends list. internet people who i don't know in "real life" who actually reads this? shaena, louise and curt? even though carey's been inactive she responded a while ago and i guess kris is sorta on the line between internet entity and "real person" because of that time he came to town a few years ago normally i don't think about it too much i just fire off my ...

  I just wanna say good bye , Dissappear with no one knowing I dont wanna live this lie , smiling to the world unknowing I dont want you to try , you've done enough to keep me going i'll be fine , I'll be fine, i'll be fine for the very last time

For the last time, I will leave myself behind...

So. Only Harrison has responded to choosing poems. Seriously, guys, before the end of the month would be good or I'm just going with what Harrison said (thanks, by the way :] ) I know it's only been a day, but I would really appreciate it. :] On to the main event! I wrote two last night :D. They were inspired by two pictures I took a few weeks ago which are under the cut ( I have also reincluded...

wag na lang..

I cant get it back, but I dont want it back, i Realized that, She dont know how to act Never been a dumb dude No im not dense I Just had a slight lack Of common sense I was the good guy She was the bad girl Im thinking one girl She thinking me, earl james and jimmy Yep she had plenty But love for me, she didnt have any I was inviting, her into my heart But she was out riding in some ...

lazy post~

I want to be your bed in your room for just a day I want to make you go to sleep, comfortably, warmly in my arms For you, I'd win over all your problems and all your busy errands, Even the monster in your dream I wonder how a day without me passes by for you Im so curious to how much you really love me I want to be your diary in your little drawer I want to put all your secrets in my heart, ...

All Grown Up

as i think back on the past year....i can really only shake myt head and say 'wow' i've been in lust, in love, and back to me. I've had an STD I've been with a total of 15 men. I've used hard drugs I've gotten over on people I've left the state multiple times with no one knowing I've broken hearts I've been brought to my knees