My addict brain.

... lonely or abandoned or frustrated with life. It's almost sort of a suicidal ideation, now that I think about it. But the thought will just casually occur to me, just pop into my head that, you know what I need to do? Heroin. I need to start doing heroin. Because I feel bad. And that's about as far...

Hey I Didn't Forget!

...Vane’s blood. Viruses can’t just disappear , without any antibodies present, ...a little different. “We can’t just…kidnap him, what if he has family? And his parents just died…” Harvek looked at him as...ran back inside the shuttle, obviously thinking maybe he’d sneaked in ... alien seemed to be amused. “Just passing through…how about you, ... was totally normal! This was just…wow… “And where are your ...

The endless To-Do's

..._I_ would play with it, even if he didn't get thrilled by it. As it is, I'm thinking along musical lines. He likes playing piano & singing, so it would be interesting to see if he might...enrichment classes out there--theater would be a favorite with him, I'm sure--but right now it's just not possible. Note to selves--email the teacher at school who does the "project challenge" classes--these once-...

Sapporo con report: The Experience

...or American lines, where the line just stops for what seems like centuries.... So here I am, foolishly thinking, ooh it's moving, this won...by 5:30pm, and I was just so grateful to him I was...member solos already. Instead, I'll just give the specifics of this particular...the camera, so his face was just HUGE. XD ♥ - The boys were singing...because the rest of Arashi was just kind of swaying back and both...

Use Necessity to Augment your Willpower

...I decided it’d be nice to get rid of it, just because.  Also, if I drank black coffee, it’d be ..., I’m outta luck for my coffee).  My goal was just to simplify this little thing, my daily coffee, and I... I’m used to it, I find black coffee tastes just fine, and I’m enjoying how it doesn’t curdle or... could have. So there’s a lesson here:  Sometimes you just can’t make a change on your own, and that...

Just kill me now...

... danced with whatever he was thinking” Edward has “ His eyes were ... love, still there; understanding, everything just shining out through his golden ... suddenly noticed, as Edward snarled. “Just don’t bother him anymore.”...the end, getting another one just made sense really. With his...Pixies and other Nature Sprites. Just thinking that his mate was...and said “ Hey Az , I just found out I’m a...

you make this good girl go bad

...s atrocious and downright demeaning for them to push and play out all their aces in trying to get what they want. i am outraged that they put up all sorts of reasons and this mindless play of technicalities is just so not effin' right! what losers to resort to something so pathetic! ! now, i don't want to get into details but arrggghhh! these are people i have to live with for a good part of my ...

... to. It's fine though. We have to be able to deal with having different views, and not giving in so the other will be happy. I just feel physically and emotionally drained. Not depressed as such, just exhausted. I need a day to rest. *curls up near Audrey's mammoth Mac.*

and while I'm thinking about it

... looking through old lj entries and thinking about this time of year... it... Looking around you'd never guess just what a disaster it was when ... kelli who was our project manager. Just one more room to finish (well... the sling room. Though that's just waiting for me - if there's ...past two years it's Mistress can't be rushed! anyway - just thinking about how much has been achieved. And how lucky I've...

now you've got me thinking..

lately i've been considering what happens to "best friends." clearly, there are circumstances that warrant a removal of that title but my biggest question is, " what happens to 'best friends' when their relationship turns into an acquaintance?" yeah, maybe i'm just thinking too much.