love like this

thank god, things got better. Bibik found my thumbdrive (: Things got better yeh? And i met baby. we went to city hall just now, facing th river. Oh god, im so in love w you baby and thanks fr making my day. I don't know why, i don't know how, i don't know what, but this feelings inside me is growing bigger and bigger fr you. It just won't fade away, even in times like this. Sayang, i know...

Flutter

Twenty years of suppression unspoken words of hurt forming incoherent poetry twisting up my insides I couldn't set them free butterflies you spawned fluttering in my core wings coated in blood weighted down, heavy with all I couldn't say their wings have faltered eventually, they all fall forming a crimson teardrop which echoes ------ in the pit of my stomach fragmenting into nothing just a ...

Tell me

why you're so hard to forget Dont remind me Im not over it Tell me why I cant seem to face the truth Im just a little too not over you

BtVS Video: Anything But Love

Title: Anything But Love Music: SOS: Anything But Love by Apocalyptica with vocals by Cristina Scabbia Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer Characters: Spike/Buffy Formats: wmv; zipped or streamed Betas: leviathan101 , rhoboat , humansrsuperior Description: Spike and Buffy's dark...and beautiful story through Spike's eyes. Special thanks to rho for gifting me...

Picspam + Two new Travis songs

So, the new Travis single, Something Anything , is out. I wasn't going to post this to keep myself from being humiliated in public, but you know how eledh_3 is. (Also, it amuses me to see that everytime I post about Travis Fiore goes all 'uhuu, Travis again, boooh' and whenever I post about Heroes Eledh is all 'uhhh, enough with Heroes! Buh.') The new single is out, and Used to Belong...

Третий раз уже сия песня появляется тут

Только теперь она мне для бытсрого доступа и юзабельности %) Bound to your side and trapped in silence Just a possession Is this sex or only violence That feeds your obsession You send me to a broken state Where I can take the pain just long enough Then I am numb -t hen I just disappear So go on infect me Go on and scare me to death Tell me I asked for it Tell me I'll never forget You could...

ITSUKO'S CHARACTER SONG POSSIBILITIES.

Mou Hitotsu no Yoake In my bag, I always carry the white candy that I love As the pure white candy melts sweet sweet time goes by Somewhere a dazzling, beautiful color starts to fade Ah, so lovely, just like back then... I’m searching, but I can’t find the things I want, the place I want to go Afraid if the dark, I close my eyes and run escaping my normal life, hiding my heart I keep on ...

... niskaani. Mietin, että ittepähä tiiän ainaki mitä olen tehny, teen jne. että ei sillä ole mitään merkitystä mitä joku mulle vieras ihminen musta ajattelee. Siinä sättiköön jos on ittellä paska päivä. Mie tiiän itte kuitenki paremmin asian omalta kohdaltani. Kävi pyytämässä anteeksi, kun huomasi kuinka kohtuuton oli. Seki oli mulle aivan sama. En pistä liikaa painoa toisten arvioille minusta. Ei...

thank god its fatal

Held a breath for too long Till we're half sick about it Tell us what we did wrong Then you can blame us for it Turn the clamp on a phone So we're down about it And tell us all about it We're so in doubt about it

A life? What life?

Ça y est, je suis nul Pourri Idiot Bon à rien Sans coeur Je suis celui qui pourtant a un grand coeur Celui qui écoute et ne dit rien Celui qui tente du renouveau Gentil Mais je suis nul On dirait que personne ne comprend que j'aie des émotions On dirait que personne ne se rend compte que je suis un humain comme les autres On dirait que personne ne croit que je puisse être mal dans ma peau On ...