I'm just deteriorating

...tired, I can't concentrate, my body is starving, I just want to binge, I am scared to exercise in fear I... And now I actally want to gain weight. Well, I just want my muscle back. Hopefully once it's back I wont look much different since muscle weighs more than fat so it wont be bad I hope. I know I'll feel better,... get my muscle back and my weight up a little, just back to 111. I know I can do it! I...

stuck =[

... been around 138ish. UGH! fuck me. Took adderall today, so i wont be eating, hopefully. sometimes by the end of the day it wears out... correctly i always think that at first and then i guess i just get use to it and i like it again. Good new, or...its the only fish ive had that hasnt died on me in a 2-3 week period, it just wont died. And then i feel bad when i buy new fish and then they die so soon ...

I wrote this this morning Cold Sunday Winter Mornings, driving windows down. look at the snow it just wont melt, its windy in your town. Walking on the beach, its cold, but not too cold to stop we walk and talk and more snow falls, different every drop Back to the car its getting bad, we'll sit and sing a tune forget the sun, I like the snow, it's crowded here in June

a wall for the first bite

I think this scene is totally dangerous, sexy as hell and very sensuous...especially since Henry just wont let go the first time Vicki calls him. sorry if it's a bit too crowded *blush* And there is another thing. When I selected the pix for my icon, I noticed that Henry sometimes had the bloody marks on his supersexy torso and sometimes he hasn't...anybody noticed that too?

... that's a good or bad thing. Let's face it, there are lots of fat vegetarians. I know it wont ruin anything if I eat meat once and a while, I've heard that doing this is actually good for ... up sticking to beans when I can, it leaves me the most satisfied. Writing this made me really hungry so I just ate a whole bunch of tortilla chips. I finally put them down and got a banana. I'm having dinner ...

...// "ok" said rami and brushed orphen's hair before standing up "i'm going home...i suppose i wont' be coming to school tomorrow. you?" he shakes his head "too tired" he says smiling. rami was ... to see what happened orphen was on the floor bleeding and beaten up" the blond girl says worried. first rami just walked past the group, then after a while he stops and thinks ' orphen? why do i have a ...

lets see...

...but the boss is speakin to me like he never suspended my ass (without an option like he give everyone else). its fine, probably just means im about to get fired anyway. the chick that took my money wont even look at me now. its almost like what the fuck did i ever do to you! chick ganks my money, i offer...

Crazies!

...He then starts laughing and literally spamming "U BAD" over and over. I think 'wow, what a creep' and just put him on ignore and went on my merry way. About a minute later I get tells from ANOTHER of ... my family irl, and then says "go ahead and report me. The gm's are all fucking retarded and wont do anything." At that point I open a ticket and start reporting him for real, since he is evading my...

Crip Drag

I'd never heard of this. However, my initial reaction when faced with this is similar to Larry Wilmore's. Could we go back and see that picture of Dina Meyer in the wheelchair again...just to be sure I'm offended.

z_z

... sudden urge to constantly eat to get rid of this really disgusting feeling.. Due to that and me only just trying to get back on track from constant binges so I have hardly any will power, I've managed ... feels as if something is swelled up in my stomach trying to push my foot back up, except it wont come back up. I've also done nothing today. I haven't been feeling like doing exercise. Instead I'...