... I'm willing to help a puking drunk girl to the car so she can get home. I feel lost and alone when I'm not helping others. I feel, incomplete, when I'm focusing soley on myself. I was interally hardwired to help others, so let me be me and don't try to change me. Wow this post was definently not intended to take that turn but sometimes cathartic writing is what i need. I guess I can do my ...

My Input (yes, i lack originality =D )

...". I know sometimes we don't feel like we're best friends, but I know for sure that DEEP DOWN INSIDEEE, there's a SPECIALLLL bond that brings us together. Like twin sisters, actually. Twin sisters interally? Like, they each have their own lives and even though they aren't really affectionate w/ each other, they both know that neither of them is replaceable and that they love each other inside :)

...because the car was not even damaged.  Why was I laying on the ground? I slowly got up and realized that I was fine...because the most problem I thought about was that I was on blood thinners and would interally bleed to death. I guess I was OK.  I remember walking around town and going into all these apts. I ended up losing my purse that had like $1200 in it..but then some chick found it and gave...

The Wretched and the Meek

... POW, out it came, like a blister of frustration and agitation bursting all at once and fucking DUH, Kim, here it is, this is the thorn in your paw. Please listen: I desperately feared and revolted interally against my mother. She was my antithesis in adolescence, when this insane journey of mine that's ruined so much of my life (but it's worth it!) began. She could not recieve me. She was ...

Prayer Rut

... what I "should" do. I'm not necessarily proud of being this way, but if I hear you tell me I "should" do this or that, especially when it comes to my prayer life, I immediately get defensive, interally label you as "arrogant" and disregard what you have to say. But I know everyone gets into prayer ruts every now and then, and I want you to give me a good personal anecdote, or one of someone you ...

...if someone said to me 'aww sarah your so cute', i would fucking slap them. i seriously hate being called cute. cute is basically like another word for saying that you have nothing physically or interally special or something significant that stands out about you. so people say oh your cute, because your not pretty or beautiful, your just cute. being cute is also for ugly people because they have ...