...BACK WHEN IT WAS ON. I kind of know an important plot point and I'm annoyed. >8| eta9: LOL @ DEMON "HI-DEF INSTANT REPLAY." But why does the mainstream always have to queer and intellectualise their villains, why can't we one day have a Big Bad who is irredeemably Beer Gut Asshole Next Door. 8( In other news, SAM uses WOOBIE!!! it's somewhat effective. YELLOW-EYED DEMON uses PLOT EXPOSITION...
... the best way to outwit someone like that is literally to outwit them. Words are the most powerfulweapon we have and if you want to make someone like that feel like shit all you have to do it out-intellectualise them. I would rain upon them an unholy parade of preach! The boy or girl you've had a huge crush on for a long time has been paying attention to you. You catch him or her smiling at you...
...." Harri just raised an eyebrow. "I'm hoping it'll come with a dirty great wet patch, and me being satisfied. Cameron, I care about you a lot, and I love your brother. I'm not looking to intellectualise this. The only way you're not going to be scarred is by taking the bull by the horns and fucking it deep, and hard. Why should you miss out on sex because of them? I have no plans on missing out. ...
... think of all the reasons why god is good, and I guess think away the anger. Do you see a pattern here? Since I was a teenager I've always tried to think away my feelings, rationalise them, intellectualise them. In that way I've suppressed my emotions and I think, forced them up to my mind, which is why I get anxiety. Oh crap doing it again- intellectualising my feelings. Ok, if I've learnt ...
"We eat but don't taste, we listen but don't hear, we love but don't feel. We spend our lives lost in our heads." John Daido Loori, Zen Master, founder and abbot of Zen Mountain Monastery in Mount Tremper, New York. http://www.johndaidoloori.org/ --- What a great quote. It reminds me that we need to experience and take in the world with our whole selves, not just intellectualise it!
...and can't actually get there. Then there's depression and then acceptance, which at this rate I might reach by the time I'm fifty, an age which Mum didn't quite reach. And I'm not going to intellectualise into models of grieving because I know that's one of my avoidance mechanisms. I miss her. I feel like I don't remember her well and didn't know her as a person, and feel guilty because of that....
