Iiiick. Babies

1. I was thinking about this today, and I really, really, REALLY don't think I could ever have my own biological child. A) there are so many kids that need a home already, wouldn't it be kinda...idk...wasteful to have my own if I don't have that desire? B) Having something grow inside you is soooooo freaky to me. Like an alien or something. c) I...don't want that forced out of me, and d) I couldn...

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...I hope to keep the old ones. Specially Erika, Hannah, Yasmin, Jillian, Karla, Epi, Lorena... And all of the nice ones who acquainted with me. But I still can't stop thinking of how scary it'll be... iiiick! Well, I shall tell you about it tomorrow. Probably in detail, or I might forget since I might get tired and stuff... I shall give you a brief summary of today. I woke up at 10 am~! Goo' bye ...

... for elements of visual language, WEDNESDAY 5-Draw the lights/shadows version of the above-mentioned project for the same class, WEDNESDAY 6-Write the memo paper for the philosophy essay, DUE TUESDAY 7-Get books and stuff for the huge French lit exam, DUE WEDNESDAY 8-Write the 800 word essay for English, DUE THE 18TH See all those art things? Those have to be done before noon today. Iiiick.

Iiiick, I feel like I'm trying on Pop's clothes! Is this a uniform?! It's like Yevon's dream soldier uniform mixed with a Guado robe... (ooc: Switched with Roy! )

I'm totally scruffy these days.  I've been sure to wash my hands / use hand sanitizer a bunch (especially after holding onto handrails in the MRT... iiiick), but I really need a hair cut, could stand to do my laundry (blerg) and am really only showering every other day.  I wish I had brought another tshirt or two.  At the same time, I don't care really at all about any of the above items, as I ...

Mole.

... reasons I couldn't view the private album (of course I have access) of Ivan. :( So I decided to view this certain account who is very impossible to miss in the bulletin posts. I really don't like that she copied the stuff I did for my ex. She has customized shirts for herself and her boyfy. She made them avatars, too. Grrrr, iiiick! What a copycat. I couldn't help but cringe and get irritated.

ALL MY WISHES!

Small side note: Myspace no longer lets me edit my blog in the way I please, so here I am, livejournaling. I guuueeesss I'll just put my old wishes up, and then add new ones as I becoem greedier/needier. April 13, 2008 I wish that there was more time. Freshman year has gone by so fast, I can remember last summer like it was two weeks ago, yet what happened two weeks ago seems so far away. ...

It's Hard To Say.

..., about 10 lbs. I feel fat, and I see fat on me. No one else can, but me...and my dad lol. I plan on getting rid of these 10 lbs. while I'm gone in Texas, I will be gone for 3 weeks. iiiick, I have nothing else to say this is so boring to even write about. I should have better things to write about once I feel more happy. I don't want to depress anyone with my small town thoughts. Night Y'all!