maomy wont be happy

..., this should have been my theme song.. someone once told me that you have to choose what you win or lose you cant have everything dont you take chances you might feel the pain dont you love in vain cause love wont set you free i could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by so unhappy but safe as could be CHORUS so what if it hurts me so what if i break down so what if this world just...

... made my family happy to see me eat all that I did, especially my mom. There have been so many times that ive made her cry from being so worried and stressed so im glad i made her smile...even though I was dying inside lol. Well I plan to be up all night working out trying to burn as much as I can so i wont gain too much, and tomorrow im prepared to start some heavy dieting. Wish me luck! :)

Off to a Latino TG

Soon I will be full. They will stuff me as if I am to feed someone else soon after. As a 'Man' I wont have to concern myself with the goings on of the event. I can stare off into space and wait for the next libation. I really enjoy being a man. Not for those reasons though. Of course I will get involved with the cleaning and the rollback of temporary event seating. I am not even there yet but that...

fanfic: Fix Up The World For You (parts 1,2 &3/?)

...this... purpose, and I don't wanna know, but you're in a relationship with Callie Torres, so it wont be your last,” Bailey smirked, “Use the lock.” Arizona put her head in her hands as Bailey left, ... a large gash on her forehead,” Michael leaned in closer to Arizona so he could talk without shouting, “She wont let anyone near her, I was hoping maybe you could try. It's a pretty bad break and if we...

Happy Thanksgiving!

I.am.nauseated. I ate way too much sweet crap @ my moms. Now onto George's mom's. Hopefully we wont have to stay very long. I feel horrid. Thats all.

70 Minute Turkey

... about an hour later. No need to cover it or worry the skin will burn. It was still very moist. The catch is, this wont really work on giant birds because you wont be able to fit it on a sheetpan and into the oven. I made an 11 pound turkey since that was enough for my family, but this...

Winter boy and My winter boy.

... demons at bay Affection was shown to me without the need for love My winter boy Its time for you to leave Ill remember that look you gave me Your eyes said so many things A secret thought you wont reveal My only hope is that somehow, Someway Ive done the same for you Ill remember that look you gave me When you ran your fingers through my hair Your eyes shined so bright Like diamonds in the night ...

70 Minute Turkey

... about an hour later. No need to cover it or worry the skin will burn. It was still very moist. The catch is, this wont really work on giant birds because you wont be able to fit it on a sheetpan and into the oven. I made an 11 pound turkey since that was enough for my family, but this...

Day 2 of Thnxgiving Fast

... who likes me keeps asking if i want to come over and eat there since he knows i am alone for thnxgiving..hes made spaghetti and red velvet cake...uggh. i feel so bad, i've told him no plenty of times, he said he wont take no for an answer. i have to say no though. after i clean, then i am going to do some pilates in the living room..yes!! have whole apartment to self, sipping on tea...yay!!!