I'm sick with what's probably the flu. It came on fast starting Tuesday. I'm all congested, coughing, and last night I had the chills pretty bad and a fever. No chills or fever right now though. I still feel ick. :/ But that didn't stop me from going out to get MJ stuff lol. I got the Dangerous Short Films and HIStory on Film Volume II on dvd, plus Janet Jackson's new Number Ones CD.
I feel like i'm going to vomit all the time everything is spiraling downward I've never cared about anything as much as I care about this but, why? you're obviously done with me and say the most fucking horrible things to me tear me apart every day Why would I want that? I can't fucking do ANYTHING without thinking of you; I hate it. The worst part is, I believe all the things you say, and even ...
...mother and she's all fxckin' messed up. I feel for her, I do. No child should ever have... ways. I don't know if this is making me feel better. I still feel angry. She's treating me like shit and I don't deserve it....dirty-Jersey attitude, plainness, and all. Okay, I feel better now. My roomate though is still making ...be worth it. I know people need to feel loved and accepted, but I've learned that ...
...looking at every comment in every entry, but when I do go into the entry, I don't want to see comments about how seeing Kristen and Ted together makes you feelsick, or how you hate seeing them together. Same goes for Beth and Cody. I admit, I say all the time that Cody is just Beth's GBF, but it's...
...ago, I started feeling lousy. Super sick over a weekend, started feeling better ... and the doc says I could feel the fatigue right up until Christmas ... have cough syrup with codeine Too sick and weak to read (this is how I knew I was really sick) You watch 3 or 5 episodes ... drinking so much water Your legs feel rubbery when you stand up No ...town 10 days before I got sick, and I just don't sleep...
.... I now need to do 2000+ every day in order to make it (that's only a little "plus," though). My characters have pretty much stopped talking to me and the plot has come to a screeching halt and I feel like we all (me and them) are standing around looking at each other like, "Dude, who was supposed to bring the plot?" "Not me, I thought she was in charge of the plot." "Me?! I haven't been in charge...
Predictably, as soon as I let myself stay in bed, I feel fine, and now guilty for not going to class. I felt worse yesterday, and managed to make my full rounds, so what am I doing skiving off today? ::sigh:: I might make it to my later ones, if I keep feeling better. It was nice to skip Spanish though. I think full sleep might have been the biggest help here. So one of the books I'm reading for...
Yesterday I was just not hungry at all. Today it's worse. Not only am I not hungry... everything makes me queezy before I even get a real look at it. My stomach is turned and i'm running to the bathroom alot to go number 2. TMI I know, but i'm worried. ugh.
... have to finish up two corners and then the middle cross stitch thing. I feel bad that it's taken me so long, but I've had a ... to. Though sometimes... Writing in a blog like this just makes me feel more lonely. *shrug* I just have to remember why I started in the ... RELEASE MY CREATIVITY! I WANNA WRITE AGAIN! *smashes a brick wall* I feel better. =D Catch ya' on the flipside, mates! ~Marty / Shin~
...hey I'm feeling not too bad, well hmm I will get up and have a shower then see how I feel about work." And then my body went in to full revolt against my brain as every muscle screamed "are you fucking... today goes." I really do want to be back in work by tomorrow. I can't afford to be off sick this close to Present-mass and my usual trip to the US time...not to mention everything else. And now......
