i just found a pretty good song to help me stop binging so much:   Sixty million tons of meat Spoiling in the stinking heat Train full loads of moldy bread Millions will still go unfed Acres full of dying wheat Burning brightly at our feet A billion tons of roasted fish Some with nothing on their dish We can't see we're going blind We're just dying on the vine We're all sinking from the ...

maybe mothers day means something more to me than my sisters because i was the one who had no choice but to have her removed from my life for 3 months only seeing her tuesday nights for dinner i remember one tuesday that jay came with me and my mom made chicken and he wasn't hungry so i ate like a pig chicken sauce all over my face haha it was good i love my mommy you should too

Grace Cathedral hill All wrapped in bones of setting sun All dust and stone and moribund I paid twenty-five cents to light A little white candle For a New Year's Day I sat and watched it burn away Then turned and weaved Through slow decay We were both a little hungry So we went to get hot dog Down to Hyde Street Pier The light was slight and disappeared The air it stunk of fish and beer We heard...

i did a little bit of editing according to shannon

Hard Feelings we live in a lie the constant lie family of eyes talking about common sense coming through the bedroom window shine across the ceiling can't sleep in the nation of imagination you can tell by the way i talk i got hard feelings two mirrors in the middle of the world passersby thinking modern love some sensations are better than others some people's love isn't ...

Oz here I come~ xD

Hi hi hi hi xD The day after tomorrow I'll go to Oz xD huahaaaa I can't waiiiiiiiiit~ x3 x3 x3 x3 I'll celebrate Christmas in Oz ^________^ I hope it will be fun heheh BTW sorry because I don't write my blog for about a week xp Because I busy on taking my drawing course xd NOW, the CAE has over, and I must concentrate on my NAFA Entrance Test The test will be held on 6th January, huhuhuhuhu ...

mhm

its been a week since ive posted. oops im sitting here listening to hemorrhage by fuel and wondering what to do for my birthday. its next month you know, but its on a sunday. and i have school the next day. bleh. i dont know i think ive told you all ive changed my number. and i would put it on  here...but i dont actually know it myself. damn im hungry so ive learned the down side of the pill. ...

ive only ever had a xanga

I've only ever had a xanga so this is new. :) haha so my day so far? amazing. but heres yesterday: ~So I got woke up by lightening and that was at like 5 something so im sitting in bed not being able to sleep thinking about the dreadful day coming ahead. haha. so then I take a shower, and go to dance!! my solo is amazing and I love it already. It's challenging and thats definitelyy what I wanted...

ok this is going to be a long rant so id just warn you now lol neways so im sooo upset with my self, id come up with the best plan just 1 stone in one month and then it would be my 16th bday (13th july) any way firstday went well although im not doing any exercise atm due to studies but i have one exam left now (food and nutrition) and im hoping to join a dance club in summer im spose to go ...

hungry

i had Yong Tao Foo as lunch. but i am hungry still hungry so my colleague gave me muffin. not full ! another colleague gave me curry puff. sinful......... do not ask if i still feel hungry. give me food!

calories

i dont even understand them i wish nutritional information had them today was an okay day i had a diet coke for dinner but i did have a small easter egg i cant believe i gave in so easily i was just so hungry so i chose the WORST thing at least it was small.. im going to go for an extra run tomoro  hopefully i can burn it off i hate being fat.