In which I'm not making fun of mental illness, just the mentally ill. And only one in particular.

This weekend was when the universe decided I needed to celebrate Chrismahkwanzanukkah. I got a new ISP with 4G, and my service is blazing fast. Just in time for the new (old) fandom wank about Victoria Bitters. I knew about it but as I wasn't actively in HP or LotRPS, I only knew about her/him tangentially. So with my whip-quick internets I've been able to catch up on all the gloriousness that ...

Esoteric Symbolism : Thelema > New Path

..., Who'll Give You This Look : " Absolute Horror ." For Echoplex Pyramind Baraka Issues, Have To Explain Yeshua Properly. The Cloud Of Unknowing...... The Catholic Issue Of "Offer Humilations To The Holy Ghost" ? Shechinah Is Everywhere, Inside Everyone and Everything ; You Can't Really Do Anything Else Anyway, It Already Knows Everything ; You Don't Actually Need A...

Quotes, Yellow Sky Turning Blue Edition

...Lipton PSAs are Failful," Shakesville This comes up over and over and over again in my debates with libertarians. They get all drooly and panting over abusing poor people for receiving benefits, about forcing humilations and degradation on those who need help; and then I ask them what will happen after they finally remove all supports and a blank look appears on their faces. Then I point out that...

heartfelt

... me,it made a difference. at least i knew im not alone. it's always about decisions and im sick of it. im sick of the fear of choosing wrongly and ending up at the wrong place. im sick of humilations. im sick of being taken as a bet. i wont think twice about giving him respect if he doesnt respect me. he already disrespect me so i swear on my name that i will disregard him as human.  i will ...

... zeal for Christian piety. They squander their possessions, ignore insults, submit to being cheated, make no distinction between friends and enemies, shun pleasure, sustain themselves on fasting, vigils, tears, toil and humilations, scorn life and desire only death - in short, they seem to be dead to any normal feelings, as if their spirit dwelt elsewhere than in their body. What else can that be ...

Torture? Waterboarding Isn't!!

... I believe reached 1,000,000 with an estimated 3,000,000 more living intenationally as refugees. What about all of the families that have been broken up by these forces? What about the abuses and humilations to prisoners of war that the US have been holding? What about all of the people of Palestine, Iraq and Afghanistan who everyday wake up not knowing if they’ll still be around to see the ...

Understand I'm a Sinner (Angela, Dwight/Angela) PG-13

...she ran into a giggling, lovey-dovey Phyllis and Bob Vance. The third call from her mother about lodging for the wedding weekend. Calling Dwight's cell phone another four times and him never answering. The little humilations didn't seem to end, and the worst one by far was a phone call she got on Sunday night. Angela had decided the cats needed baths (they didn't, they'd had them last weekend,...

A Purchase and a Resolution

... can keep putting them off. I've got to take away that option. I have to live full time as a woman. Only them will I be motivated to learn the skills I need, just to put a stop to my daily humilations. Only then will I exercise and lose weight, because I'm in agony over my appearence. I'm not ready, but I'll never be ready. Another of my friends in the group, Evie, once said, "Everyone has to ...

Tropic of Cancer quotes

...and roation of events. Just as there is no central point, so also there is no question of heroism or of strugle since there is no question of will, but only as obedience to flow." "The humilations and defeats, given with a primitive honesty, end not in frustration, despair, or futility, but in hunger, an ecstatic, devouring hunger---for more life" "If there is here revealed the capacity to shock...

New lows have been reached, new humilations occured and new tears have been shed. It's most sad. I had a truely horrible time last night and had to be undressed because my clothes were contaminated and it took me over an hour to wash my hands until they were clean enough, I then had to be washed... because they could wash their hands once and I was satisfied their hands were clean and it would ...