... then I will only grow to be pitiful and pathetic.  If I keep on going on and on aobut how much I was stronger, that will only be self-absorption.  If I go and on about what I did to come out of my hsell this year, it would only be self-absorbant. If I try to even talk about my characters, if I even try to talk about my stories, if I even try to make a roleplay and fail at it, if I try to even go...