Ok, so I guess I can post this here.  No way I'll manage one a day, but I have managed this: Garden Plots   Not the ages of man, but of woman occupy my thoughts in these passing hours, passing now with no particular care whatsoever, if once again the sleep I seek mocks me tauntingly.   So it leaves me musing on the garden I have made.   Was I ever that bouyant child ...

today is the third day of holiday. & yea, i worked for three days, 0r, 32 hoursof work . YEA. 32 FREAKING HOURS of standing!!! the first day was 12am-11pm. jojo told me on phone thats MY SCHEDULE for that day what. when i reached, razi they all was looking at me la! CAUSE JOJO CHANGED MY SCHEDULE TO 5-11 W/o informing me! LOLx. but i just work. i thought one couldn't ...

The photograph - Scorpion Hunt

What's with this photograph? (can be also found here ) Appears just a normal photograph to me.     However a few days back BBC contacted me regarding this and asked my permission to use it for one of their websites.   I wondered why? Apparently, BBC has a group called GCSE ( General Certificate of Secondary Education ) bitesize.  GCSE bitesize prepares the study material for GCSE ...

My body hates me.

this is another one of those [i'm sick and dyin'] posts. I think its the caffeine. I don't know. But I can feel my heart beating without checking my pulse even its beating beating faster than it should. I know it because I can almost hear the blood pulsing through my head. and I feel like my heart is going to jump out of my throat. vomit? panic attack? I don't know. oh god I have a test in 90 ...

Set me on fire in the evening Everything will be fine Waking up strong in the morning Walking in a straight line Lately I’m a desperate believer But walking in a straight line today was the longest day ever so this is going to be a long post  about nothing i woke up motivated motivated to run 6 miles i only did 5 and i stopped twice because i was so dehydrated yes i suck and my ...

I get in bed ready for war, and wake up disarmed. Nights make you soft just so days can break you down. I will never get used to the tossing and turning right before I give in and give up. We’re all growing now, single pods breaking off Family dysfunctions floating away, burrowing in Where they cannot be seen and must be ignored. We’re all frogs now, jumping from daddy to boyfriend to husband to...

I've never felt so sick.

A quote, from Patrick Wolf. "dear all... I should never have read this.. I really shouldn't. I dont think when I was 16 and dreamt of releasing records there would ever be so much crazy speculation about the person I am and that you want me to be. I have become so tired of this behaviour, sometimes I wake up and have to do six hours of interviews before doing a show, then go straight to bed to...