I want to be so in love.

Vacation has had its ups and downs. I don't like doing family things because this isn't my family. It's more of an inconvenience for me. At dinner tonight I was just thinking about how I'm jealous of Chris and Ethan because for 12 ish years it was just me and my mother. I should be top on her list, not Chris. I get jealous and I hate it. I made him sit across from her at the dinner table and I ...