brandon charles hutchins.

... for a long time. you mean more to me then anything. and i know we fight. and i know im annoying. i know im bipolar and im crazy, and i probably should like just forget everything. i belong in a hosspital. because i dont do things right. and im really sorry. im scared because i think we might really be done, and that hurts. im really sorry, its scary. brandon i love you. and i dont want us to be ...

...this girl, i get soo jelous when she talks to other people it makes me cry. I always think people hate me and are mad at me so i always loose all the friends i make. I cut, and write songs, and starve and purge once and a while. I have to many problems. I dont know what to do anymore, i want to be in a hosspital. I've been thinking of staring more so ill end up in one, im to scared to be alone.

... up into a ball crying and they analyzed what needs to be done. Next thing you know, they decided I should go to the ER right away and my sister drove me to Bellevue so my dad could take me to the hosspital (she needed to work). I've managed to stop crying out loud but as much as I forced not to cry, I was still in so much pain. So, there....checked in to the ER. Stayed there for 6 hours and got ...