... these days..... i tried so hard the first month after we broke up 2 get back wit him... he didnt even want 2 hear it, and by the time i was actually able 2 talk 2 him after the whole partial hospitilization thing tht was like 3 months after we broke up, and thts when i found out bou the new gurl he really liked.... u have no idea how much of an idiot i felt like when i was tellin him straight out...

emergency advice needed

...breakdown once every few hours. I feel like I need medication now... I don't think I can wait any longer, something disastrous might happen. I don't want to go to the emergency room because it will be expensive and they will probably admit me... I can't afford a psych intake right now. Does anyone know if I have any options to get an immediate psych visit that won't result in hospitilization?

Happy Meme

... 7. Amazing Race season ended with three teams--and for a change I was rooting *for* all of them instead of against one of them. 8. My reorganization of some things at the house is moving along. 9. Ten months after my hospitilization, and my health is now *still* fantastic. :-D 10. Less than two months to first SG-1 movie! I'm not tagging anyone in particular, but please flist, spread the joy!!!