Stuck between who I am, who I want to be, who I'm becoming, who I was, and who I know I can't be. I remain bored, entirely, with everything thats revolving around me. Every single day is the same rutine and every question has the same sylables. Why can't I spell anything? And why won't I ask unless I completely trust the person? I don't remember "resturaunt". And I'd rather spell it wrong than ...
...you all know...some, anyway, Wesker loved Raven. Raven loved Wesker. But, 8 months prior to the month they are currently in... I shall pick the month as May, for it is summer while all of this is happeneing..... Raven had moved on with her life. She decided Wesker wasn't right for her, after being with him for at least 14 years, give or take a few years. Raven has moved to Florida, an under cover ...
... go cook dinner. then i will go to my bedroom and pretend to be asleep so i can have some fucking me time. tomorrow i will wake up and be depressed about the same things so that what ends up happeneing is i do nothing, and the cycle continues. then, one day, one of my ideas for a book or computer software or sex toys will magically materialize and i will be able to sell it and mint a million and...
... at all. So far the verdict is that I see the potential, but it doesn't scream it the way S&H does. So that was one thing. And two other things happened. Firstly, something that I've read about happeneing but has never happened to me before, complimentary in a sort of "wtf?" sort of way. Someone e-mailed me telling me how much she loves my S&H stories, and she has this great idea she'd like to ...
...-record music or -write or -nap or -just fucking SIT AND DO NOTHING but there's always something or something sucking me into sacrificing all my time for them. karri calls me crying this morning, her and sayiid broke up. i'm supposed to be watching lost with them. sorry i have to study. max you never come hang out. fuck you. i'm not your fucking teddy bear. anyway. back to studying......... more...
...my house and why they were doing it" "They were demons, I'm sorry. My presence and using your husband as my vessel made them target you, that was not my intention" She stared at the ceiling, this was all happeneing too fast, it hadn't even fully sunk in yet, "What're we going to do?" "You don't have to worry for now, I handled all the demons that came after you, and your location here is ...
... and a complete wreck. I hope that stupid cunt he's with can't help him. I want her to feel responisble for his pain. I want him to suffer. I want her to suffer. I don't get why this is happeneing to me. Like...why is MY life so horrible. I'm sure some of you believe in God, right? Tell me, why is this God punishing me for being a good person. I've been nothing but helpful. I'm a good ...
...home. i wanted to stay here originally but they were all booked :( anyway, it was the coolest hotel so far and the bar in the casino was really cool. i played a few slots and some cards but not much was happeneing. back at the grand i wanted to play some more poker. that night didn't go so well and the $100 i brought down to play with was gone within 30 minutes. oh well, easy come easy go. i went ...
... on the idea about a virus which turns people into Zombies and they bit other people and turn them into Zombies and so on and so forth but then it throws in a twist which is that while this is happeneing in the outside world, there are people living in the big brother house who have no idea what is going on...I really can't waitr for this to start tomorrow night as I love films like 28 days/weeks ...
... which like mine back home which I thought was very strange for such a big grand house to have a room like this and we could hear the neighbours having a party. My vision flashed to what was happeneing next-door so I was now just watching and wasn't apart of the scene at all. There was this black kid, about seven being given alcohol by some older people some events then kept repeating themselves, ...
