seriously though dan? STOP?

... me but id fight it or restrict...but these past few days i just cant.. sorry for the rant guys and girls... and dont think im stating the obvious coz i probably am!!! i just felt better for typing it :-) im losing control...and for me bein anorexic, control is the only thing im good at? or was? i think im guna pay my councelor a visit sometime soon.... gawd i talk rubbish sometimes...sorry!!

im guna lose weight!!!!

...my food/drink for today is guna be : coffee, red bull and special...i was before n then im guna get even skinnier!!!! lets just hope... if she doesnt im just guna take another week off work ... off.  yeh so basically im guna be doin a week of ... time i try im just guna do it over and over ... organised which means im really guna have to sort my room ...on that today actually. god thats guna be a mission! yeh well ...

One laptop down, two heads break down.   FREAK! FREAK! FREAK! FREAKING, FREAKING FREAK!   This is the main problem with technical thingies! First, they offer us high speed, high tech services, then they lure us into using them like lowly bitches, and then they make us depend on them to continue life like they’re some kinda life-support machines, and when ...

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sleeeepy

... tired! im going to bed at 120.5lbs, hopefully will be under 120 when I wake up! But i know im guna go destroy all that coz tomorrow im hanging out with a friend and she has boxes of chocolate for us both [...for the whole box] and we are going to a cafe for lunch. i will make good choices tho!! im not guna binge now. not when im sooo close to 119. on a side note, are any of you the "quiet ones"...

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I wish things weren't so complicated.. like me being up here, living on LI, and going to the AF and going to Texas while Mike is in Albany,  and doesn't live near me.. we'll figure it out though.. i care about him so much he means so much to me... he honestly is like my best friend in the entire world love him. he's so great .. i swear i hope we stay as close through everything.. I would go ...

morning!!

... late today....didnt get to sleep till like 3.3am or some time after that.. so now im in my bedroom dancing! :-) dancing makes me happy and it burns calories!! yeah u can say it "geek" lol im guna do some crunches then start getting ready for work...really dont wana go :-( but oh well!!! stil havnt lost any weight and iv been workin out loads!! wot am i doing wrong!?!?! but my tummy is looking so ...

well.......

... for a few days....i can get up but very painfully and have to lay back down pretty soon after i stand.so no exercise!!!!!!!!! gosh i wanted to be perfect by valentines day and now im guna be huge....i cant even fast because iv gota eat with my medication..... i can already feel the FAT creeping back onto my tummy and LOVE HANDLES!!!! grrrrrrrrrr.................... got a sick note from work for 7...

... WTF is wrong with me why the hell do i fall for the wrong guys =/ thing i dont get is your not positive on your relationship and you say things in texts wichh get my hopes way to high and there guna come crashin down with a big splat at the end.  .  .your one of my bes mates wich makes things confusing for me because i dno if like you as a closer mate because i really never had a best boy mate ...