Trying

It's amazing how graces come to me in the form of songs, or lines of songs. That's what happens to me most of the time when I try to discern, and I had a lot of that during the retreat. And usually, those same lines are the status messages that I post. And now, there's this line that kept on playing in my head the whole day... it goes And how will we know if we just don't try We won't ever ...

and the rest of her body, we flushed it down the potty

and round and round it goes and round and round it goes and ROOOOOUND and round and round it goes 1. I don't really have nightmares, but if I think about it, virtually every upsetting dream I've ever had has been about my parents. 2. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY PINKYYYYYYYYYYYYY??? + the longer I go without playing piano, the more it feels like my hands are moving (rather ungracefully) through ...

The most stupid explanation of psychopharmacology ever

In pages: Oh, no. Prozac and Concerta have nothing to do with eachother. Prozac is the prototypical SSRI. Let's say that your brain is Tokyo-3. And that Clinical Depression is an angel. Then Prozac is EVA-00. Big, mean, and effective. And sometimes it goes berzerk and breaks everything. Now, Prozac has nothing to do with attention deficit disorder. That's like sending EVA-00 to go fight ...

And so it goes...

by Billy Joel In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along I spoke to you in cautious tones You answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose But...

I can't live a lie

 He said that we just couldn't last Because I can't rease my crazy past. I feel it's like no matter what I do I'm just not ever good enough for you You say I should fight, Then you say to back down. You tell me to go Then you beg me to stay around He says he knows what he wants But I think he's all wrong I think he's been lying to me all along. But I can't live a lie-- You don't know how hard I ...

i like everything lately i like paint and blank pages. i like humming with no melody in mind, just one note after another and we'll see where it goes sometimes it's nice to just see where things go if you let them there are things that people tell you not to do, little rules and protocols, and it's all society, it's all safety last night i picked up a stranger and i was scared to do so but i...

She never shuts up

I live with someone that never shuts up. shut up! my brain says. But she still babbles on about things that don't matter people that don't care lives that are irrelevant to hers Talking Shit She talks shit Then She says "I never talk shit" Liar Liar Pants on Fire What makes such a sad specimen of human exist How do they not know That they are not fooling anyone but themselves She comes and...

okay normal routine reach school go to the bench everyone play psp then mrs mohan so nice she say everyone need to be loud like me so the class will be more lively and not dead then mrs mohan let us off early so i went to eat with the rest all then go to class for mr wong lesson we do some theory shit  i was messaging nikkie for like half the day till my batt almost died hahah then got tea ...

*runs around like a crazy person*

re: work eel stranded And I can't tell anymore If we coming or I'm going It's not how I planed it I've got the key to the door But it just won't open And I know, I know, I know Part of me says let it go That life happens for a reason I don't, I don't, I don't It goes I never went before But this time, this time I'm gonna try anything ta just feel better Tell me what to do yeah You know I ...

crazy 8s

could you stay with me tonight? we sleep we're dreaming and away it goes and i think you'll believe, one last time you've got that feeling as my heart explodes.