i found the truth in the dark

Subject: I am Unhappy Time: 12:42 am. why why why am i unhappy. My life could be worse, this i know. why cant i be good enough for myself, why cant i be good enough for others. No love, no attraction, no emotion. why do i have these nights where everything falls away, and i ccantt type striaght because my hands are shaking like i am having a seizure. its so cold. but its not the temperature. ...

Poem "Welcome To Hell"

~Welcome To Hell~ Through time watching from beyond its grave the seed that formed through misery taken in the world swallowed the darkness growing stronger to punish with no regret through the mask painted history to bleed it all to its core All whom fought against with hatred to pay in blood and torment the gate is open to welcome death soul collection nowhere to hide in the name painted blood...

...shouldnt you do it a little louder? mr.D-average moron."  he said in a daring to next my ear "WHAT ...WHAT DID YOU SA-"  i was cut off by his hand on top of my naked member,small kisses were givento my neck and his chuckles were heard as he knew i know i had lost this fight. He started to stroke my member,while he was still slobbering all over my neck and back. He would suck and nibble and bite my...

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as i live for tomorrow or the day after tomorrow (i'll tell it all tomorrow) tomorrow never knows the future's a mystery now is a gift i wanna be more than yesterday and somehow find a way to your new religion if the world collapses i know i wanna be yours in time and somehow find a way to your new religion if the world could compromise another faith i wanna be more than yesterday and somehow...

All I know

Taking all the chances i’ve been given To see now that i’ve fallen into you And all the things i know i promised myself has taken me far far away this time All i know is something will come out of this like the fire burning all of my thoughts And we still talk and I can’t forget it this time like the fire burning all of my thoughts You tell me what I am and what I could be And tell me now is ...

Three Books

Back in the late 1960s, I gave 3 books to "Mad Mac," whom I've mentioned before. After reading them, he gave them to the Sioux City Library, which no doubt just threw them away. One was "Fables of Moronia," about an ancient society inhabited by morons. (It was probably inspired by the Angel Moroni, who showed Joseph Smith the "Book of Mormon,") The author, Brigadier General Herbert C. ...

im trying so hard

to be your friend to be honest; with myself and others to be true to you to keep my promises to be kind to be myself to be happy to act confident in all situations to be as friendly as i want to be to not feel the need to be nice to someone or talkative if i don't want to be to not look for someone to hold to not look for someone to love to just let love find me to let someone find me who wants ...

FAO Mr Liddle and anyone else who knows

...view to administering it to psychiatric patients. I beleive this was eventually done. What positive effects did it have? What kind of conditions was it used for? Why did they stop? I also recall that it was givento recovering addicts (of other drugs/substances) and was noted to have good results - any ideas why that would be? As I say it just struck my mind that I don't know the answers to any of...