Mid Week Blues

... worse than not being listened to. i was crying out for comfort, love and affection and reasurance, none of these were offered.  It got to the point were my suitcase was flung across the room and i was genuinally scared. not that he would do anything to me. It was the fact i was alone, knowing no-one and not a single soul to comfort me and let me talk.  Well the week went and still not much love...

there are so many thoughts in my head right now...

... and it kinda just reaffirms what i've already been thinking. i don't love it any more. i mean when i first started - i was scared and really nervous and everything, but i think i genuinally loved it. i loved helping customers, and learning new things and hanging out with other employees. but now work is a job. and i don't like it. patty decided against the assistant manager position. so ...

tubewhore is visiting each London tube station in goth finery. Naked bike ride! Off to London tonight to help backstage at The Erotic Awards Showcase then back to work next morning. Lifelube blog on healthy gay sex Space Station Sixty-Five is an artist-run space based in South-East London. Co-directed by Rachael House and Jo David. Grant likes to... (according to google):...

This is random...so brace yourself...

...'s up with me lately.  I've been lacking the urge to hang out with anyone.  It's not that I'm depressed, quite the opposite actually the weather has put me in a really good mood and I've been genuinally happy.  I dunno what the deal is, I'm just really content doing my own thing...it's weird. I meant to write an lj about this ealier, but my internet was being silly so I couldn't.... I walked out...