... of my training program are illegible. (How am I going to remember what half the content of that stuff was if I couldn't read it?) I hate society's idea of 'training' in the workplace nowadays in genreal. I hate driving an hour home because where I live is that suck on employment opportunities. I hate the busy, dangerous interesection right here where I saw someone's vehicle get totalled today.

Tutorial 01: Black & White

Some one was interested in my black & white icons, so here is my first tutorial. step one. Crop the original image . step two. Desaturate (Image --> Adjustments --> Desaturate) the image. This should be "Layer 1" step three. Duplicate Layer 1, and set it too Screen . step four. Duplicate "Layer 1 copy" and set it to Soft Light at 100% opacity. Flatten image. So ...

Eight

... I think my guilt for eating dairy has becomed tied up in my guilt for eating, in my dieting, and my binging and I'm sorta scared about getting rid of that guilt because maybe then I'd have to admit my genreal guilt for eating , and most of all, for enjoying food, for giving in. I might talk to mum later, I keep saying I will. I'm still scared. I was scared before going veg too, I know.  It's ...

A day in the life.

... SOMEONE THEY JUST MET A MASSAGE? AND WHO TAKES A BUS THEY NEVER KNEW EXISTED ON A ROUTE THEY DON'T KNOW WITH SOMEONE THEY JUST MET? And And, I went bin scumming. Well I went through my genreal waste bin, feeling generally grossed out, because I was trying to find my mascara that I thought I threw out by accident, which I found out later that I had hidden from Bianca and forgot about it. YAYA. ...