ok, PLAYAS!!!! FCK YALLL.

...  DRINK FOR AT LEAST ONE DAYY FOR ME. WAIT, HOLD THE FONE, WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING? MYSELF? OBVIOUSLY BC WE ARENT EVEN TTHT CLOSE FOR U TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME ANYWYS, SO STOP WASTING UR LIFE AWY GETTING FUCKEDDD UP 24 FUCKING 7 ND CHECK UR FUCKING ASS INTO REALITYYYYYYYY BOZO! U DUMMBB FCK! FCK U MAN! IM OOVER IT! IM DONE WITH U AND IM DONE WITH IT ALL! like i said;  im never giving up, im just ...

...trying to be sober. drug therapy must be horrible for her and im going to make her senior year amazing. as for everyone else in my life, what happens when "i miss you" just isnt enough ? weekend plansss! knotts on friday then party maybe. saturday, get fuckeddd up considering i need a fucking amazing night out. fuck ittt, i just wanna dance, smoke some good trees, drink my problems away. hah.

... to blow that one up, because i want to show everyone that I'm not going to let something petty like that take control of my life and my feelings. so i have to take my guitar to a place place. I'm fuckeddd. i can't get that peg out and the more i try the more i fuck up my bridge. so, yeahh. sucks. my head hurts. better than having cramps, which magically dissappeared last night haha but im not ...