So frustrated...

So for weeks now i just can't seem to restrict myself. Everyday starts out good but i end up sabotaging it day after day and end up getting so dissappointed in myself. I'm so sick of it. Anyone else do the same thing sometimes? what do you do to get over it?

frustrated

today a lightbulb clicked. it's 3 am right now. i took a nap for like 6 hours today due to being on geodon (mood stabilizer). I need my control back and i've been saying this for a while but it clicked after i ate oreos today (fml). I woke up today still weighing 113 lbs and i asked myself why am i staying at a stagnant weight? it's because i have beeen eating shit. where is that control that i ...

It;s not easy....it's difficult!

... traveled, well read, well educated, a lawyer in fact. I know, I want a girl that is smart, but I don't want to be looked down on for reading one book every few years. I guess I'm just frustrated because I refuse to simply do nothing and wait for the right girl to fall from the sky, but I don't know what to do. The internet was mostly a bust, quite honestly the idea of Speed Dating is sounding ...

Damage

... to have to be happy with three accounts for the time being instead of five. An hour later Nathan, Josiah and JD has arrived at the hospital, all of them looking drawn and frustrated. Their frustration only deepened when they found out there had been no word on Chris’ condition that even Buck hadn’t been out to tell them anything. Another hour passed and Buck had ...

EMERGENCY APPLICATION HELP, OH NO.

...... well, pretty much all of it.) the scroll boxes do not fit in with the text box, so it cuts off about halfway through. I have zero, zero, zero idea on how to fix that. Really. Like, I'm terribly frustrated now. XDD Anyway, I just need to know.... what to put, and where. (If you can take a look at the code or whatever, then that would be awesome.) If you can help me out, I'll pay you an arm ...

... a little bit more than they want to hear, yknow a little more than the nyt would ever give for fear of upsetting some awful favor and string pulling beast, and the conversation ends with them getting frustrated before they can become panicked by how bad the situation really might be. happens once or twice a day. the lines we don't like, the ones that don't get quoted from the bible and sutras are...

I want to punch shrek in the face

I am so frustrated with zbrush It feels like it could be an AMAZING program if I could just figure it OUT. I really like how the tools feel, but the technical aspect is so frustrating. I want it to work like clay, but the program works like a program. How do you even save?? I tried to save something, but it duplicated it on the screen and I don't even know what it did or why it did that! It said ...

Happy Yule Balls, midnight_birth!

... and send him on his way. As soon as the majestic bird had left his window ledge, Oliver clenched the letter so tightly in his fist that his nails drew blood on his palm. He let out a frustrated growl and kicked his bureau, which immediately kicked him back with its stubby legs. He hadn’t seen Percy in weeks. At the beginning, he felt genuine sympathy at his mate’s busy schedule. It had been a ...

it never was the cars and guitars that came between us

penniless and tired, let your hair grow long dear you! with the face! Sometimes I get frustrated and annoyed with you. Sometimes I refuse to let you touch my emotions, keep you at arm's length, sometimes I get mad over something that is always in the back of my mind. Sometimes the detrius of routine and daily life piles up and I wilt. And you're always still there. Sometimes I question why I'm ...

... even though it disturbs him. When he tries to ask about it the next morning, Dean tells him to stay out of his head and storms out to take a drive. Castiel is growing more and more frustrated with Dean's avoidance so he asks Sam. His relationship with the younger Winchester is much different than his relationship with Dean. He and Sam are on thin ice and they both try to tread lightly because ...