so i havent posted for a LOOOOONG time

... All the girls that supported me thru pregnancy have disappeared and i dont know anyone else. But im feelng so sad and lonely and depressed not to mention FAT. Its like all i do all day is sit home. none of my friendds call or come around anymore. my bf and i arent geting along at all. he tells me he doesnt care about me but its just to hard to leave.  i guess i just needed to vent. i went to a ...

to be or not to be

... thinking about her alot since her birthday is just around the corner she invited me to her sis house for her bday party lol and im actually excited but at the same time im a little scare cuz im not sure her friendds even approve of me even talking to her im not sure if she told them about me and if she did i dont blame them for seeing me that way guess in a way i really do deserve to be treated ...

...mail soon. so ill be on here more very soon. cut my hair this mnorning feels soo good. life is lookin better lately. i was pretty down around christmas but im comin back now. guess it was mostly cuz of fight with older bro but ive been talking to friendds again more and feel much better about things. im dateing yujin again and shes great. ummmm thats it for now i guess. gotta go to workkkkkk

my offer stands you must choose.

... mins away too. hahaha. they are just really busy with work and shit. and lollol at kelsey`s ass passed out on my bedd. i`m sure there is a puddle of drool by her mouth. haha. ohhh i love and adore my friendds. XDD and cahhh bby. i think you are right about evan. lollol. i know, i know. i told you so becky. i give up on that boy. he ain`t worth my time esp when all he decides to do is treat me...

"what would you say"

...at the front of the train doesn't have a seat and no one sitting close to her is getting up - Your ex invites you to their wedding - You are introduced to President Bush - One of your closest friendds is marrying a loser - You are secretly in love with your friend's boyfriend/girlfriend - You are pregnant - The bank you're in is currently being robbed - If your boss asked you to pick up their dry...