hollow

... and letting your depression thoughts take over. Well damnit, if I can't lay in my bed feeling sorry for myself then you aren't allowed either. Fuck the feelings of worthlessness and weakness...you don't think I feel them too? Well, I do...DON"T FUCKING LEAVE ME. You said you weren't going to do the same ...

Update!

... just got way too painful. I avoided him and even went invisible on my AIM chat box thing. I have mixed feelings at the moment about him. I don't want to go back to England yet, I feel if I would have... seems hopeless. Every day I don't get a response I feel worse and worse about myself. Again a lot of worthlessness. I can't even get a volunteer job. I wonder a lot if I'm even good enough to hold a ...

Fic: The Tie [16/?]

Title : The Tie [16/?] Pairing : Kris/Adam [AU] Rating : NC-17 Word Coun t: 2,792 Disclaimer : Complete fiction. Summary : Adam takes us through the rest of Halloween night and the morning after. Angst. Sorry, no smut in this part :( A/N: Thank you all for your patience in waiting for this part after that evil cliffhanger! RL has been managed to some extent :) I went to two ...

Flatter Yourself

... new entertainment.   September; after engaging and toying with my feelings for you long enough for me to piece everything together, I ... this through the love I have for everyone; the love and feelings I’ve been suppressing from others, from myself, because I ...I was able to position you to reveal the reality of your worthlessness by your own “compelling notion” as you so very much ...

Dr Morphine

... as if it were my fault they were such comprised of nothing more than such wretched worthlessness. Anubis, God, Zues, fucking ginormous, they all remark on the tool by which I ultimately favor ... truly resent the flow they experience deep within themselves, I'm simply expressing to them the feelings [without] within their ability to understand that their boyfriend is planning a great night with her ...

..., because that was the only thing that did understand him. His music . It drowned out all the feelings of loneliness, of longing, of wanting, of needing to be accepted. To be loved. Plucking strings was the... that he hadn’t felt in years. Brian’s ears hearing a voice that wasn’t screaming his worthlessness, a thing he hadn’t heard in years.  The next night, the same was continued, and the night...

Feel like the road is way too long, because love is noise and love is pain.

..., pointless. Stuff just happens anyway. Besides, all the "work" I ever do is whatever someone doesn't feel like, which brings us nicely to... 7 - Feelings of worthlessness or excessive or inappropriate guilt nearly every day. I don't feel as worthless as I used to. I feel like whatever worth I have is of no...

Holy fuck, this is me!.......

... * Fatigue or loss of energy * Physical and mental sluggishness * Appetite or weight changes * Sleep problems * Concentration and memory problems * Feelings of worthlessness or guilt * Thoughts of death or suicide I've been taking antidepressants for years and wondered why they didn't really work!...

Crumbwinner

Occasionally humanity is amusing enough to temporarily distract me from general feelings of worthlessness. Walking to the Sky , the eyesore providing embarassment at the head of our campus, is down after having wobbled dangerously one time too many. Hopefully it'll be sent somewhere else or melted down. It would be optimally snarky if I ...

martin sheen, president, approves of this couscous

Y halo thar sudden rush of bitterness, nostalgia, and general feelings of worthlessness! It has been about a week since I saw you last, so bravo on your speedy return. Or, you know, fuck right off. Whichever. I'm going to eat my lunch and pretend that I don't suck at and hate my job! The Kroger down the road from the office is in the midst of remodeling, which leads to...