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...milk. moidered : (adj) In Irish English and Northern Dialect: Confused, muddled, stupefied. blate : (adj) In Scots and Northern Dialect: 1. Pale, ghastly. 2. Void of feeling, physically insensible, feelingless. (Perhaps, like a dead body). 3. Void of spirits, abashed, having the courage blunted or daunted, spiritless, timid. 4. Not ‘sharp’ in discernment, stupid. 5. Blunt in manner, curt....

...with these fics. He comforted Robin when she was crying over being dumped by Simon AGAIN. He ran all the way from his office to the hospital because Ted got in a car accident. Stop making him into a cold, feelingless jerk all the time. It's OOC. Robin is 'I love you'-phobic, there is no way she is ever going to be saying that on her first date. It makes me wonder where the pod-person came from....

Like Madonna said, there is no greater power than the power of goodbye.

...a new chapter in my life. After I called him a fake and a jerk once again last night for acting so angry without letting my heart know why, he flipped. He called me up and his voice was empty and feelingless: He screamed that he loved me but I was smothering him and he didn't know what the fuck to do so I could just go fuck myself. I hung up the phone without a sound, defeated becasue if a person ...

... she also said: “Soon this’ll be a hundred years old.” – HEARTLESS STONE, he said and as stone institutions go not so very old at that. – “Proud to be unchanging though and not quite feelingless. After all it’ll be offering itself UNCREATED by you, a fact of self-yieldingness.” – All that solitude. All that pale brown-stone. All that hunger. – “All that admiration for the Wunderkind that you ...

I'm with stupid. >

... that.  Everything seems like such a waste of my time.  So, is this what life is really about.  Just a laundry list of stupid tasks.  Let's see how long I can go with your dumbed-down list until my brain becomes jell-o and I become a numb , feelingless little robot who just "does things" automatically and doesn't ask why and doesn't care.  Somebody stimulate me. Challenge me. Try me.  Please.  

Yes I very happy and much better

Man I feel a million bucks today and good ass kicking to well my mother and I are planning a getaway trip this summer and while I go to day care with the kids I've been feeling less blue then before yeah I much love the facts and being the only  one thats have sense in the shool of hell fuck my teacher for the damn grade so she hates me and him bunbch of ass whole and well I've been evil since ...

lifee

... of my friend and me in maui and when we went surfing and i started crying. of course i couldnt cry very much, for there was no tears. i think im totally numb now. i think im completely feelingless. im so stressed though. i have no friends, a HUGE research paper due monday and i havent even finished taking NOTES on it yet! and im getting less attractive by the second! im so fucking fugly. its ...

180.5 lbs

... i felt like taking my beloved Adderall... And i felt sooooooo much better!!! I mean there was a WORLD of difference, in just ONE days use! The day before yesterday i was seriously really down... numb and feelingless (well accept the fact i felt like crap). But yesterday I actually didn't feel AS shitty. I was still in my usual "hopeless" mode, but it was mild (compared to the day before yesterday...

junkie love

... FEEL it when we kiss it even if i KNOW he's lying... and that's why i have to keep fucking up and loving and losing because i haven't gotten to the point in my life yet when i can love without really caring. that is certainly not a desirable goal to me but i'd rather know the truth and be feelingless than love and be naive. i feel better saying all of this but i swear i could type for an hour...

I dont believe in love

"Love isn't forever..." that's what I keep on telling myself lately.. How can someone who believed in love so much..have lost it like it's nothing? Feelingless.. I really dont feel anything.. So many broken promisses, so many stories and lies I've heard.. I've been through and in it all.. Fairy tales which didnt come true... even when I keep on singing "A whole new World"...(my only touch of ...