Some haikus I wrote: When nations crumble Don't blame it on the ganja It's always your fault In experience; An intense vision called life, We all sit alone. Among the sleeping I struggle for my slumber And so walk the night From a small basin I remove a crystal star To place on my tongue A collapsing thought . . . . . . . . . . . .

what a crying shame what we became

i know i shouldn't be scared you'll leave me. i know i should trust you / i want to trust you / i do trust you but i can't help but flash back to everythingeverythingeverything and experience says this is where it ends it's just... it's so early in all this, even though i feel like i've been with you forever. i feel like i could be with you forever. scary, i know but i've already had someone...

A dedication to all my favorite bands and to what goes on in my heart

AFI: There's a tear in my heart where the blood ran out Where the love ran out I thought we worked, Pushed towards the same ends I'll never be so quick to trust again Disenchanted, disgusted I regret that I trusted, Put my faith in you - Salt For Your Wounds Breaking Benjamin: You wouldn't like me Keep holding on until forever ends Don't try to fight me The beauty queen has lost her crown ...

realisation

i now realise what i am so fucked up i always knew i had stupid ideas on life and that every negative emotion i feel is my own fault in short. as we all know. i am a very lonely person i am needy and over emotional i want someone in my life. a boyfriend i guess, i do but at the same time, i never want to date again until i am ready to find the right person why? in a relationship i am ...