... to spend new year with his best mate. I couldn't go i have to work. DAMN. I think he's catching on to my ED he insisted in me eating today...which leads to binge....then to purge. But hey. I FEEEEEEEL fanatastic now. Alittle sad that my boyfriend is gone again, but hes back new years day which is all good. I'm just not eating tommorow. ON THE PLUS SIDE. he told me how thin I was getting ;)

Happy birthday momma

...panicing too.  It still breaks my heart.  I dont think ill ever be rid of pictures in my mind.  Whats most disapointing is the most i can remember is after she was very sick.  All ym fanatastic memories with her have faded slightly and all I can remeber is taking care of her.  and bad memories.   I can remember and acknowledge how often my mom complained after being diagnosed with cancer that she ...

I am on holiday again! Fanatastic! I have a whole week off. A whole week to do whatever I want? And what have I decided to do? First, I'm going to brownie camp for a few days. I'm still trying to work out arranging a lift, but I'm hoping something comes together. Than, I've made a long project list of all sorts of fun things, but also some jobs that i need to do. It will be a very fun, busy, ...

The week from hell

... of the values where we have been having problems. Plan to add a couple of more to the script next week. Any one who works with IBM assembler on a mainframe should consider XDC, it is a fanatastic debugger. I was beginning to think that I was going to have to file for extensions for taxes. However, I got the business partnership return done today, just have to verify a few of the accounting facts...

TORCHWOOD!!!

...night but it wouldn't let me... OMG IT WAS AWESOME! First of all, the HUMOUR! Captain John was just HILARIOUS! He really, really was. Then him and Jack were equally brilliant. The dialogue between them was fanatastic! But POOR JACK! With him and Gwen! Because he LOVES HER! And he was totally just about to admit it and then he finds out she's engaged! BLESS! I nearly cried. And then he went SO ...

Some Random Photos

...'d made for him and I actually touched his arm and told him we really admired him and got him a card. He said thanks and moved on to the next person. Oh to be seventeen again!! Me with my autographed cd. Jolene and the eye brow that John Mayer accidentally swiped with a Sharpie. It was a fanatastic show. I wish he'd come to my town one more time so that I could see him again.

study buddies are life C=

mmm so i haven't posted in like 11 weeks i think the little count said... pretty much when school started i believe. ahh well its all good. marching band was a most fanatastic season, a fabulous senior year if i do say so myself. 3rd place in pennsyltucky and new york C= which of course resulted in a party on the bus ride home C= mm yeah and the banquet went well, pit dads gifts were awesome. i...

Yesterday was good.

...but oh well.  Anyway, I thought it was good,  if for no other reason than it provides exactly the escapism movies should.  It lets so sink into this fabulously lush world: the sets and scenery was fanatastic, costumes too, with such a brilliant attention to detail that you really can't help but escape from your own reality.  Also, they shot a monkey from a cannon, and for a brief moment had a shot...

Snow Queen

... Christian Andersen's The Snow Queen and also pays tribute to Korea's lengendary boxer, Kim Deuk Gu. End of Synopsis: My thoughts : Well I have only seen an episode of this drama and it's fanatastic! The setting, the actors, the acting, the story, the music, the ANGST everything is set up perfectly here. It's really great. The only problemI have is that the actress seems to young to play his ...

wonderful day with fanatastic ending. Then I had to say goodbye. the whole way home I hoped that what ever oncoming vehical would swerve and finish me. I don't know why. I guess I'm just scared. What if this doesn't work out. I'd be failing again. Again. How come I have to be leaving. Why can't I stay. Why did it take me 5 years. I seriously just need to be shot. Why do i crack when it gets down ...